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Aphrodite

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Also just got called out for excessive makeup buying. All I could do was sit there and stare.
Let me have my temporary happiness :ld:
lol makeup is 90 percent of social media. Nothing is strange about it.
I follow girls on tumblr who show their makeup collections valued over $1K in products.
The makeup industry is making a lot of bread.
 

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This song gets me through every sadness. Pure motivation music and uplifting to me.
I love music
 

Aphrodite

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With social media it's so far from reality now that I feel like that's why I don't want to put myself out there. Why I get so conflicted. I always get told that I should open up my instagram, post body photos and 'you can be like Ms kingdom or Deelishis', but I know that all that comes with popularity is not good. You must also be consistent and open up to uncomfortable levels. I set such a high standard for myself and how I critique myself that it's not healthy and I know I'm not ready for just the hard hitting criticism.

People will say you are ugly, fat, too light, too dark, they will pick at anything and other folks will like and agree. Though you will have those who will defend you and call them haters. I'm the type that could get 100 compliments in comments in a row but one person can say something that doesn't sit right with me and it just fukks with me. Even though I know putting yourself out there on a vain level like social media will attract negativity regardless.

I don't like comparing myself to chicks who got facelifts/fillers and wear a lot of makeup and wigs/hair and get skin treatments every two weeks, when I'm really not focused on that. I don't wanna wear makeup every time I take a pic and I know those are the type of girls who get the most followers. I don't wanna force myself to look like a replica of other girls to get put on either. Following a formula by just using sex and then nobody gives a fukk about what business endeavors you make. No one cares about your music, your clothing line. They follow you for ass.
 

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The older I get, the less I want is listen to people and their unsolicited advice. I fukking hate people telling me what to do.
 
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