The older I get the longer it takes me to buy something. I've been looking for a pendant for months. I want something that represents where I am in my life. I feel in touch with the layers that make me who I am. I've moved past the warrior phase in my life and I'm a peaceful king now. I've destroyed, I've seen destruction. My focus is exploration and maintaining peace. Yesterday was the first day in a decade I didn't lose my temper. Imagine losing your temper everyday of your life. That was me until I started working on myself. I am finally in control of myself and it feels good because I had to have hard conversations with myself and really hear people out.
I'm an arrogant man. That took a lot out of me. Two years later and I'm a better man. LMAO I'm fatter too, but whatever!
I've done it all, I swear to fukking God I have. I've sold and used drugs. I've dated beautiful girls. I've gotten girls pregnant. I've cheated, been cheated on, and I've been the side dude. I've swooped girls and had girls swooped. I've been a bully and bullied. I've been fat, skinny, ugly, and attractive. I've been a jock, a geek, and an artist. I've loved and hated my family. I've tried to kill myself and I've realized life is so precious. I've succeeded as an entrepreneur and employee. I've been in love and I've had my heart broken. I've broken hearts too.
People talk about seeing a lot when they've thought about it. I've actually lived through a lot and didn't have time to think about it until I fell back.
I saved my own life. I never want to forget the ideas that got me to this point.