Well brehs. I had a chance to meet someone who I could've most likely lost my virginity too, but I called it off. Why? Because I'm still broken by the girl that broke my heart. I still can't stop thinking about her. I still care about her even though I should hate her. shyt, most people at my work hate her but I can't bring myself to.
I honestly only mostly agreed to meet with this girl because im desperate to get over this chick already but it just didnt feel right. The feeling isnt there. I would've been hooking up with someone for the sake of hooking up with them and I can't do that.
Long story short = I'm a simp