I spent a couple hours writing a cover letter for a friend. I hope they get the position because it'd be life changing. She's helped me a lot and I'd be happy to know I was involved in her success as she's been involved in mine.
My posts on the coli aren't indicative of my level or writing or intelligence. When I sit down and write something properly I am proud of it.
Writing is something that's come naturally to me since I was a little kid. I love expression, which is odd because I'm shy though I love tools used to communicate. I wrote stories as a young child for fun. I wrote raps for fun in high school. I write essays to myself as an adult to organize my mind.
I keep it to myself because I don't like being made fun of and I don't like people knowing how I feel and think about things. When I write I'm honest. Writing helps me deliver my opinion on subjects in a formal way. Talking is hella overrated. I love talking when I'm given time to think about my response and what is being said to me.
People think I'm stupid because when I take the time to consider what someone is saying to me it takes me longer to respond than what they expect. It's annoying. If someone wants me to listen I want time to think.
Everybody is in such a fukking hurry they don't talk or listen anymore. I'm not slow, the world moves too fast. So fast that we don't recognize what's being communicated to us, and we don't fully consider what we're communicating.
That's quite dangerous due to words having value and the ability to affect the lives of billions of people.
I'm not an intelligent man. I'm not an enlightened man. I am a sensitive man with an abnormally active brain. I notice a lot of shyt and I don't always know what it all means. I am aware of it all, I consider the meaning of it all and how it's all related.
shyt blows my mind. For real for real.
If there was a career that paid me to hang out in cut off shorts and take day naps outside that'd be my dream job. I want to tan and ponder life with a pretty ass girl and eat fresh fruit.