2 weeks ago a female I work with...her boyfriend shot himself in the head...
I was there when she found out...noone knew what was wrong she was just standing there with a stone cold face with tearing rolling down her cheeks, people asking her what was wrong, but it was like she was in her own world, wouldn't say a word. She bounced.
Found out the next day her boyfriend passed away
Found out a few days after that he offed himself
I'll never understand what drives someone to do that. I've been down and out, stressed, depressed, in the dumps, even lived out of a car for awhile. Never even considered bodying myself

There was still simple shyt I looked forward too...a good piece of p*ssy, new ill movies, bags of weed, banging albums, good food, etc.
I guess when you truly can't appreciate the little simple things like that no matter whats going on, you gotta have something wrong in the dome
