So I Took A Rare, Yet Severe L The Other Day :huhldup:

[MikelArteta]

@ikbm @Emperor_ReinScarf

******* Marquez <**********93@gmail.com>
4:22 PM

to me

I would never do anything to purposely hurt you and I never planned for any of this to happen. When we were broken up I had a hard time living in general. I didn't know who to trust, or who I wanted to trust. There were so many times when I wanted to call you but couldn't because I wasn't sure about the ground we stood on. There were so many nights that I couldn't sleep because I was awake in fear that we would never have a chance to make things right. Do you think that I didn't know that you were out there doing what you pleased? You think I didn't have to hear about some girl you were fukking, or some party you went to? It was in my ear all the time. Bianca always telling me that she saw you at the mall hugged up with different bytches every time you came to shop at her job. I dealt with a lot of things too, and yes, I fukked up. I know that, and I'm going to have to live the rest of my life knowing that I ruined my chances with my soul mate. But I do think we can salvage what's left of this and build again. I don't want to think back and realize that I didn't try hard enough or that I didn't put aside my pride in order to fight for what really mattered. I would do anything for you to give me a chance. I realize that this is a very big deal, and a "sorry" won't do anything. I just need you to give me a chance to explain myself. Please reply. Please.

should i break it down?

 

[onelastdeath]

One thing i've learned, is when you make yourself too available, people take you for granted.

If you want to be nice, even though you dont have to, you can tell her that you need a break. Or, you can just make it a clean break but you would probably have to deal with her pining after you because we like closure.

I say leave it alone. This chapter between y'all is over. You don't owe each other anything and if you tried at it again you would deal with the same issues of trust, plus a baby.

Learn from it. Take care of yourself. You'll be good, breh.

I know it has to be over and i know the game already. this is just my first time in a while being inside of it again.

i know when to call it quits. and i dont think i made myself too available. i just think she was a person who got the best that i have to offer.

 

[ikbm]

if you were a real devious nikka fonzie...you'd get her to abort it on false hope that you would make it work with her again....then not speak to her ever again

 

[onelastdeath]

should i break it down?

 

[onelastdeath]

if you were a real devious nikka fonzie...you'd get her to abort it on false hope that you would make it work with her again....then not speak to her ever again

i aint that cold breh. like i said. if anything im not gonna be bitter about it. the way i get bck at people is just by living good. i actually know a nikka who did that before. its extra extra cold

 

[onelastdeath]

I am so sorry @ModernFonzie for what happened. I was really rooting for you guys to workout. Life reserves many surprises for us all. I respect that you owned your mistake and I can understand the sense of betrayal that you feel. I hope that it does not harden you but help you grow in your future relationships. You are still very young and you have a lot more insight and experience than some people twice your age.

The decision that she has made, she will have to live with it for the rest of her life. It's truly unfortunate...you deserve better.

I'll be alright. I always figure it out at some point. This will be no different. Thanks @Yup

 

[Serious]

@GinaThatAintNoDamnPuppy!

 

[CinnaSlim]

if you were a real devious nikka fonzie...you'd get her to abort it on false hope that you would make it work with her again....then not speak to her ever again

Ikill, you kill baby mommas and babies too?

That's so demonic

 

[Yup]

if you were a real devious nikka fonzie...you'd get her to abort it on false hope that you would make it work with her again....then not speak to her ever again

And what would he gain from that?

 

[onelastdeath]

this bytch is at her computer going ham right now

 

[ikbm]

And what would he gain from that?

nothing

 

[Yup]

nothing

Exactly.

 

[MikelArteta]

I would never do anything to purposely hurt you and I never planned for any of this to happen. When we were broken up I had a hard time living in general. I didn't know who to trust, or who I wanted to trust.

It just happened, she didn't plan for a bum ass nikka to nut in her raw.

And here it goes, subconciously blaming you, if only you didn't do what you did modernfonzie life would have been so much easier, you broke my trust so me allowing this bum nikka to hit me raw is all your fault.

There were so many times when I wanted to call you but couldn't because I wasn't sure about the ground we stood on. There were so many nights that I couldn't sleep because I was awake in fear that we would never have a chance to make things right. Do you think that I didn't know that you were out there doing what you pleased? You think I didn't have to hear about some girl you were fukking, or some party you went to? It was in my ear all the time.

Ah the after the fact, many times I looked at teh phone and wanted to dial your number but I didn't. All those sleepless nights, and ah let me blame you again, you were out there as a single man sleeping around, so how can you be angry that I am doing the same it's all your faul and this led me to get knocked up by a bum ass nukka


But see here's the thing breh if a woman really wants to be with you trust me Pride, rules, regulations everything goes out the window. I'm mr follow rules and regulations knowing what chicks are doing by my years of observation, and you know what when I didn't hear from a chick for nearly two weeks and knew it was "over", I lowered my pride and reached out to her.

It's amazing all those nights she couldn't reach out to you, but suddenly she's pregnant and your phone and emails are suddenly getting blown up hmm

Bianca always telling me that she saw you at the mall hugged up with different bytches every time you came to shop at her job. I dealt with a lot of things too, and yes, I fukked up. I know that, and I'm going to have to live the rest of my life knowing that I ruined my chances with my soul mate. But I do think we can salvage what's left of this and build again. I don't want to think back and realize that I didn't try hard enough or that I didn't put aside my pride in order to fight for what really mattered.

And so what? she's the one who dumped you remember, what you were supposed to be a celibate breh no longer messing with women?

and ah tadaaaaa here it comes, I messed up but now i'm no longer scared of telling you how I feel about you, and I want to salvage what we have and build again, you me and umm my son or daughter.

and look there it is now she puts asides her pride, those baby hormones

I would do anything for you to give me a chance. I realize that this is a very big deal, and a "sorry" won't do anything. I just need you to give me a chance to explain myself. Please reply. Please.

and here comes the tears and manipulation tactics, all those nights you sat in your bed staring at the ceiling, all those days you checked your email and looked at your ell phone hoping for contact and NOTHING. Now that she screwed she wants that chance eh

 

[onelastdeath]

It just happened, she didn't plan for a bum ass nikka to nut in her raw.

And here it goes, subconciously blaming you, if only you didn't do what you did modernfonzie life would have been so much easier, you broke my trust so me allowing this bum nikka to hit me raw is all your fault.



Ah the after the fact, many times I looked at teh phone and wanted to dial your number but I didn't. All those sleepless nights, and ah let me blame you again, you were out there as a single man sleeping around, so how can you be angry that I am doing the same it's all your faul and this led me to get knocked up by a bum ass nukka


But see here's the thing breh if a woman really wants to be with you trust me Pride, rules, regulations everything goes out the window. I'm mr follow rules and regulations knowing what chicks are doing by my years of observation, and you know what when I didn't hear from a chick for nearly two weeks and knew it was "over", I lowered my pride and reached out to her.

It's amazing all those nights she couldn't reach out to you, but suddenly she's pregnant and your phone and emails are suddenly getting blown up hmm



And so what? she's the one who dumped you remember, what you were supposed to be a celibate breh no longer messing with women?

and ah tadaaaaa here it comes, I messed up but now i'm no longer scared of telling you how I feel about you, and I want to salvage what we have and build again, you me and umm my son or daughter.

and look there it is now she puts asides her pride, those baby hormones




and here comes the tears and manipulation tactics, all those nights you sat in your bed staring at the ceiling, all those days you checked your email and looked at your ell phone hoping for contact and NOTHING. Now that she screwed she wants that chance eh

Its curtains for her B

 

[Gus Money]

I have fallen for those guilt trip attempts multiple times. I'm glad to hear you won't do the same.