thats how i been feeling lately
i aint out here fukking a thousand hoes i aint gone boost for the internet
but at the same time i be feelin like im selling myself short my nikka
like i be having to switch up my swag to fukk different type of hoes
some hoes wanna laid back nikka, some wanna hood nikka, some wanna get money nikka, some wanna nice guy
the shyt too much man
its to the point where all of them get treated the same
like i go through the motions when i meet a bytch
i wanna bytch to come up to me
what these hoes gone offer me?
Yeah, it was kinda fun when I was younger cause I felt like I could be different characters with these hoes. I even had a fake name just in case they knew somebody I might have known.
I milked the "educated thug" angle for so much ass
But it gets to the point where you say, How many hoes, how many threesomes, or freaky encounters is it gonna take for you be satisfied or content.
Like it has to be more to it than just that right?
The old me would have

and

at that statement...
But now, I realize there is. My wife actually trusts me and thats something I haven't really had (my fault) and I really wouldn't want to fukk that up..
Life is just much easier without having to constantly delete your call log, text messages, Emails, Sent items, worry about who might pop up on you at your crib. Worrying about going out cause some chicks might see you.
Don't get me wrong, When I made a decision to change, it took about 2 years to fully change my lifestyle... but I'm glad I did it
