From the career side I can only imagine the feeling of always being in the mix and influencing things yet never getting credit, seeing everyone pass you then the health stuff sort of becomes the icing on the cake then who even knows how his family and relationship life was. That shyt takes a toll and then you got nobody to talk to about the issues especially today where you will just get roasted about everything, then you just start questioning if your existence is worth it.
It's easy to laugh at people when things are on the up for you but when you in that spot all the "alpha your way out" sound good but reality is different. I always kinda felt bad for dude because you can see he was talented and wanted to be liked/appreciated and that probably ate him up. Me personally I just want money fukk the fame but I still had empathy just because as a black man I know we got lieterally no where to go often times with our problems.
It just blows me that heads think of him as the "U Guess It" guy, instead of somebody that actually was multi talented concerning the Cloud Rap steez. That's why it's important to be around those that actually five a damn about your well-being, or do things on your own because this world is getting colder by the millisecond.
I wonder if he truly had angels by his side telling him "breh just trust me, it will get better"
Like some old head saying some real shyt, but Maco scoff it off because depression is a mofo. Why this old nikka talking to me, like he don't know what I'm going through at this very minute. But here this old nikka go.
The same groundhog day experience, but too broken to even take heed on the process of life.
This is fukking me up breh