I just can't really be that sad once I understand how he looked at the timer on his life and see what he decided to do with it. He knocked it out of the park. Some of the most admirable stuff I've ever seen.
I know what cancer looks like and how it chops down incredibly powerful people, but he managed to not only create incredible performances that were
needed by so many people but he also dedicated so much of his own time to reach out to individuals every step of the way and try to make sure that they had at least one positive moment to take with them for the road. And he did it with all this behind the curtain. Made a family, was a role model in every way, but more than anything he gave clear, finite time to people when he knew he didn't have much at all. I can't even imagine the pain he must've been in...
I'm not sad and I can't be. Death is a real thing, but look at how he dealt with it: What he did in the last 5 years is more incredible than any role he's portrayed in my opinion.
I know I'm nowhere close to being that quality of man but damn I want to be.
RIP Chadwick, straight up hero