I wrote a piece/post a long ways back about how it felt to me the night Pac died.... like the underdog kept winning despite the odds, no matter how much the world was against him. And hate him or love him... that night the underdog lost. (no pun intended in my use of "underdog")
Despite what people see as far as him being successful, X been fighting his own personal fight since before Get At Me Dog even dropped. X versus his own personal hell, put on public display for all of us to see.
For some reason the weight of it all just hit me. I been watching these threads like everybody else. I even typed up some posts and even a response to
@spliz going in on DEHH for their views (not defending them, but Myke hates anybody he thinks is "anti-gay" but will say anything but "I don't think he likes gay people", and while they cornered him on it early on, todays climate means they all gonna tuck tail and agree) but I never hit "reply".
Maybe its cause I was listening to Goodie Mob's "Soul Food" album when I came in the thread. I dunno. But it all hit me.
I.... don't want this to be another case where the underdog loses his lifelong fight in the end.