I've been thinking.
When it comes to conversations, I can be expressive and open. In relationships though, I'm reserved. Like, as far as expressing my affection for a female is concerned, I don't really show it. I'll cuddle and hug and kiss and all that jazz, but I'm not the one initiating. When I'm meeting new women, I'm not peppering them with compliments on their aesthetic qualities and shyt.
Am I doomed? It really just hit me that my most recent female partnerships, and the bulk of my relationships, have involved the woman I was dealing with feeling strangely because I'm not demonstrative. I know some women feel that if they show, and give a lot of love, that they need some sort of validation by getting some back. I can be emotionally dormant.
Last girl that brought me home from a bar was on this kiddy, high school, term of endearment shyt. We reached that obligatory, compliment stage but it was super corny. She kept calling me cute and adorable and was giggling. Now I'm realizing that she kept saying it because she was expecting me to big her up too. She hit me with the, "you're hard to read" when she found out that I wasn't wholly interested in her vagina.
Sorry for this y'all. I'm curious. I don't want to pamper and coddle these women.
Nothing to apologize for, breh, you're just being a MAN. All these dudes who think they're being cute and adorable with their women have their style, we have ours, in the end though its always the masculine/emotionally dormant dude that ends up