I feel that
I'll try to but I know my personality. If u cant tell from my post im stubborn and take failure/bad situations as a challenge .
I'll think about what I want to do next. Maybe I'll take some time off and sign up for muay thai like I've been talking about get back in the game around spring. I'll figure something out.
Edit: u right I'll take some time off and focus on getting this aws cert, trying to get to 10% bf instead of 13% and signing up for muay thai
I mean do what you want, it's your life lol just be prepared to be roasted when you come back here in a few weeks with another story of fukkery.
Society has made it where we refuse to deal with and DEFEAT the issues, instead we pivot to the next bandaid.
You cant be in the game and have a heart, and you def dont sound like you looking for a wife, so like I said it aint going to end well for you.