Killigraphy
Banned
Ok guys my girl is furious she has been dating me since November and went through my phone when I was sleeping. Saw i meet a stripper during the summer. made a few 100 payments on cash app because I was sexually frustrated. She went through my phone Friday
We have sex like once a month (with condoms) and she has never been able to get me off without me jerking. She is also mad that I met a female friend of mine without telling her. I eat her out frequently but she doesn't reciprocate so hence I paid like 120 for condom head.
She says I don't love her and I should die alone.
I do a lot for her on my birthday she just got me a birthday card and didn't hand it to me a month later. I help her financially roughly 2k a month not including the 6k I paid for her birthday.
I feel awful but I feel like im not getting what I should be getting compared to what some of my friends get out of their relationships.
She says that I'm such a liar and a piece of shyt but we were not engaged and its not like we have kids. I've been doing the dating thing but it leaves me unhappy.
Okay, so I'm gonna need you to actually listen to a stranger online....because at this point, me and many others on here, though strangers, are your fukking, life line. Firstly, don't worry about the c*nt girlfriend, we'll get to her in a minute. You need to find a reason to love yourself, because it seems like you're suffering from either, depression or some sort of childhood trauma. I would seek help. No, I'm not being funny, nor posting for likes on a forum. You need therapy, while in the process of getting it, you need to focus on yourself. Read, workout, eat meat, become a renaissance man or sorts. Stop looking for happiness from someone else who wouldn't understand true happiness if it flew inside their rotten cesspool of a vagina...
Speaking of your girlfriend, drop her. She's scumbag Stacy at this point and is literally bringing you down and manipulating you to the highest degree. She's a cancer, cut her off. Ask yourself "What would I miss if she left?" The answer sounds like it would be nothing, since she's not even willing to touch your dikk anymore. She's worthless, however she knows how to project that onto you and make you feel like you're the useless one. You're a man, show us all your radiance, because as of now, it just sounds like you're a void, null of any happiness and glory.
You're young, work on yourself, a good woman is a byproduct of great life well lived....not the goal, build a proper support group, love yourself as a man, but more importantly, as a human being. Stop being used by some soulless harpy who's more content in being a c*nt, than an actual lover. You need to steer your own ship, currently you're a buoy, floating behind her rust laden boat, desperately hoping for some sign that she'll pull you in....you're lost at sea kid, you gotta cut her off and get a little lost chasing excellence.