My girl call herself leaving me a couple days ago. We was talking for about 6 weeks. Im 25, she turn 21 in about 3 months. She still in school young as hell.
About a week into us talking i had to go to rehab. The military sent me
i said aight fck it i'll do my 28 days for drinking too much. I told ol girl i was TDY (which means we go out of town for work). And we keeping in touch while im away. She hits me like "I dont wanna rush it but im really feeling you etc etc how you feel about us?" THEN she "accidentally" sent me a message that was meant for her sister about how fine she thought i was, etc etc
. Mind you this rehab also doubles as a mental hospital for PTSD/depression/anxiety (the military fcked my mind up
) so im actually tryna do right out here, and actually grow up bc im only getting older. My counselor a black woman and she suggest i be straight up with ol girl about me having to go to rehab.
So i get back and she excited as fck to see me. We fck the first night im back, and she mad bc i cant spend the night, i had to go to work early in the morning. I try and link w/her the following Sunday before the week starts, and she say her "homegirl" from out of town is here but she'll hit me when she leaves. She never hit me later that day. Cool
i aint thirsty.
I dont see her the whole week. She work 4-11 most days and i get off around 4. She gon tell me Friday i can come by once she get off around 11
so im waiting up. Its damn near 12 and i hit her asking if she off and she dont hit me back. Cool
It is what it is bc in all honestly she wasnt all that bad, she was one of the few black women in my city. Im not comfortable getting into relationships with non-black women. But its the principle of the matter. Only thing i can think of is after i told her i had to go to rehab, and how i was tryna finesse getting out of going to work, and getting my disability maybe she said she's out
.
It be like that
