Thing is.... it’s not even the rejection that bothers me, and to be honest I don’t think i would get rejected for it, I’m not doing too bad for myself.
I might not have a professional career, but I’m doing ok.
What bothers me is me myself not having it for myself.
Like I need to be on even playing field as them or better, that’s what I mean.
It’s more of me thinking that I need to be way better than I am currently and feel like I have a career.
I don’t want to feel like I’m a kid when they’re younger than me.
It’s like I don’t need them to think they’re better than me, fukk that shyt, I wanna know I make good bread to shut that shyt down, I don’t play that shyt.
And you right, I’m not gonna let life slip away because I’ll be older and feel like I missed out.
I don’t care when people say don’t focus on women or whatever, they a hobby to me and for a time I actually put them on the backburner for years and had a chick I was dealing with, I finished some school up, but I feel I wasted my youth by doing that.
So now fukk that imma finesse these hoes!!
I gotta find a way to get this shyt together soon and make hella bread soon.
I might not have a professional career, but I’m doing ok.
What bothers me is me myself not having it for myself.
Like I need to be on even playing field as them or better, that’s what I mean.
It’s more of me thinking that I need to be way better than I am currently and feel like I have a career.
I don’t want to feel like I’m a kid when they’re younger than me.
It’s like I don’t need them to think they’re better than me, fukk that shyt, I wanna know I make good bread to shut that shyt down, I don’t play that shyt.
And you right, I’m not gonna let life slip away because I’ll be older and feel like I missed out.
I don’t care when people say don’t focus on women or whatever, they a hobby to me and for a time I actually put them on the backburner for years and had a chick I was dealing with, I finished some school up, but I feel I wasted my youth by doing that.
So now fukk that imma finesse these hoes!!
I gotta find a way to get this shyt together soon and make hella bread soon.
Just have some confidence man, and be proud of the fact that you have a plan for your life.
If a woman turns you down, or rejects you for who you are, then move on. Don't watch your life slip away