TL;DR- I let a chick use me. She said some fukked up shyt and went back to her creep of an ex. I wasted months of my life. I thought I was done simping but I learned the hard way, I got growing to d
o. I’m officially done looking for love. I’m letting it come to. I’m done putting girls on pedestals. Learned my lesson and working on maturing now.
Full story: Like six months ago, a Puerto Rican chick and I matched on Tinder. I realized we go to school together. So that was convenient and kinda cool. We started talking and got on real quick. I don’t usually catch feelings so fast but breh I was feeling her deep.
We started talking every night and hanging out often. I thought shyt was good. I was ready to turn my shyt upside down for her. I was gonna get an apartment for us two
And then she just kinda ghosted me after cutting communication over time. Now, I’m pretty confused cuz this girl and I seemed close. I saw her around campus from time to time but never confronted her until like three weeks ago, I grew a pair and asked what the fukk happened.
She started juelzing but eventually came clean and told me she cared about me, but her borderline abusive ex mattered more and he was back in her life. I told her she’d Amount to nothing just like her mother (this was foul af) and then she went off. She took sensitive information about my mental health, my past and insecurities and said some heinous shyt. Basically told me that she pitied me and that’s why she as fukking with me. She called me a sad, weak person who’ll probably end up alone and hanging myself in my Moms basement someday
Now, mind you this girl is sweet as pie (on the surface). She comforted me so much. I didn’t see this coming
Or more honestly, I chose not to see the millions of red flags
Breh, I let a girl use me as an emotional rest stop
I legit cried. Not because of her but because I let myself get played. I was going to introduce to my fam
I’m not proud of this story but I’m only telling it for other brehs to remind them that getting infatuated and ignoring the signs of dysfunction will get you fukked up.
Im also broke rn. So instead of crying over a relationship that never even existed in her mind, I got to move on and move wiser.
I thought I was over being foolish with women. But I’m young, I guess smh
The wage of simping is emotional death