fukk man i'm hurting, i just need to vent to someone. some women just change on you and you dont even see it coming. i was messing with this girl for 2 months and we'd talk and hang out all the time. she'd say and do all the right things, she was lowkey on social media, told her parents and friends and coworkers about me, was talking about our future and shyt. but i always never said much about whether i really liked her, and i didn't tell anyone about her.
then one day she says you never tell me how you feel, what you're thinking. and i'm like fukk it i think shes the one so i tell her i like talking to you, hanging out with you. and then next thing i know she starts becoming more distant until she tells me shes too busy with school this semester and work to make this work and then she says i know im gonna regret it if we stop talking.

shes doing her PHD and teaching at the same time, but damn man shyt still hurts.

i dont even know if she really is busy or if me telling her how i felt about her pushed her away.