Might as well contribute and post my story from last week.
I got my ex to come over to my place after she got off of work at 11, so she comes over we're talking and smoking. She tells me about some dude teaching her to shoot a gun and one of her co-workers who's dating this guy she tried to make me jealous over which I confronted her about.
Anyway we're high googly eyed talmbout how we play games with each other then we ended up fukking and cumming at the same time basically. Which id never had before with her, so I was like damn I know I worked it right. Went to bed at 1 and woke her up at like 3 cause I had to dip for work. Didn't want to leave my key with her bc I didn't know when shed back etc so I say take me to work and I can kick it longer. She starts throwing a fit, gets up we start arguing and then get in the car. Shes got an attitude, and I'm like dude no one is trying to hurt your feelings. I gotta dip, as she thought we were gonna sleep in until 1 and go get breakfast or something. Drops me off shes pissed. Basically from there I simped and told her I'd take her to a movie etc, be mine, etc, blah blah. At the end of it she told me shes wasting her time and shed see me around can't communicate anymore.
At first I was like damn I messed up, in a sense I did but realized that she was the one who caught feelings and I fell into it. But really she had a key to my place when we were dating but we're not dating anymore so....
Lesson learned, don't repeat it. I've fallen back, told her I wanna be with her even though earlier in the day she got jealous cause I admitted to having sex with other people and she started questioning me about it. I didn't play the arguing game or stop it once it started which is my fault as a man.
BUT this time I realized i was in the right and can do better for myself. I miss her, but at least this time she killed the shyt not me. And since we had great sex and we're vibing I feel like she probably misses me but got her pride in the way. Now imma keep doing me and make this MY YEAR