See bruh, you learning firsthand about what we've been talking about in here. It ain't bitterness about real recognizing real. A woman will tell you straight up to your face she loves you this and that and as soon as you turn your back, she's talking to the next man. She'll tell her man how much she loves him and how wonderful he is and then be talking filthier than a sewer pipe to some other guy in her emails. It's not all women, but it is enough to make you walk extra cautious. You see how she got one foot in the door with you and one foot out the door. That's why I say don't ever make a woman a top priority in your life. You never know what she's doing behind the scenes and if she will stay or go. Make Jesus, handling business, and close friends and family a higher priority. Enjoy a woman's company while she's there, but if she screw up, she is gone. If you do what I say, you won't let a woman get you too down for long and you'll have that spot that she couldn't represent right ready for the next woman who might want a shot. The realest, most loyal woman wins the position.