Going through a lot of personal shyt. My family is broken all the way up, i moved back home, not having any real luck out here meeting new women, shyt is just rough. My granddad died on christmas, my dad two days later. I wish i could meet up with family this holiday season but i gotta think smart and not based on emotion.
I’m internalizing too much of other people’s actions and it’s making me more and more depressed. I need to stop and let others have self accountability for their actions, even if they don’t have self accountability.
I’ve started doing morning walks, and I try to find things that I’m thankful and grateful for and dwell on finding solutions for the day. I pray as well.
I had ideations and got hospitalized dec 16 2018. Everyday is a struggle to make sure you don’t let yourself get down like that again. I’ve stopped doing hard drugs and started focusing more on addressing my issues instead of just putting band aids on knife wounds.
check on your loved ones and show some grace and mercy to those who are going through a lot. Sometimes that cordiality in the wal mart check out line can be enough to help a person make it through the day.