My oldest friend and my cousin
got hooked on buttons (heroin)
back in the day and they still
fukk around so i never give them
enough rope to let them destroy
the love and friendships.
The rest of my crew are bosses
that travel,own shyt and throw
lavish parties.
My Cousin and day one homie
will say shyt like ( i cant kick it with The Great Boski??)
( hook me up with one of them benz whippin hoes )
It Hurts to see them die inside when i tell them.
( i'm responsible for your actions around my crew
and youre not worth that )
That’s where I’m at with cuz
He likes to use me because I guess I add another level he might have on his own. But the feeling is most definitely not mutual with me. I can bring him around certain social circles, or certain groups of friends.
The rest of us are doing our thing making decent money looking to make more and for these entire seven months of the new year, he has just been hitting me with a barrage of L’s he’s personally taking. And I’m like my Niigga, you have got to look in the mirror and take some accountability for how your life is turning out.