Essential Official Random Thoughts Thread (Ladies only)

[EARFQUAKE]

All that to say this, I think "demons" have been summoned in my closet again.

Whether spiritual or mind, I brought this on myself when I went through two subreddits related to demons. I didn't get the sense of evil from reading but for sure some darkness that caused discomfort. And I gassed myself saying I was psyching myself out for no reason.

"None of this is real."

But it was very real for the community that posted. So I went to bed with these thoughts (bad idea) and i felt a physical presence I hadn't felt in two years.

Two years ago when I got back from my deployment I had the strangest waking moments. Moments where I woke up gasping for air (never done that before) or someone shouted in my face to wake me. And it always seemed like something was conjuring in the closet but I chucked it up to me being paranoid. But my paranoia got worse so I decided to burn some sage and hype myself up that it was all in my head.

It's been fine ever since but last night I got paranoid again. I don't know if my brain is creating demons or if demons truly exist. The terrifying thing is whether it's all in my head or not, it still feels like reality. And I'm getting to the point where the more I believe, the stronger my brain will create this reality.

 

[Yinny]

All that to say this, I think "demons" have been summoned in my closet again.

Whether spiritual or mind, I brought this on myself when I went through two subreddits related to demons. I didn't get the sense of evil from reading but for sure some darkness that caused discomfort. And I gassed myself saying I was psyching myself out for no reason.

"None of this is real."

But it was very real for the community that posted. So I went to bed with these thoughts (bad idea) and i felt a physical presence I hadn't felt in two years.

Two years ago when I got back from my deployment I had the strangest waking moments. Moments where I woke up gasping for air (never done that before) or someone shouted in my face to wake me. And it always seemed like something was conjuring in the closet but I chucked it up to me being paranoid. But my paranoia got worse so I decided to burn some sage and hype myself up that it was all in my head.

It's been fine ever since but last night I got paranoid again. I don't know if my brain is creating demons or if demons truly exist. The terrifying thing is whether it's all in my head or not, it still feels like reality. And I'm getting to the point where the more I believe, the stronger my brain will create this reality.

Could be symptoms of psychosis or sleep meds

 

[EARFQUAKE]

Could be symptoms of psychosis or sleep meds

I hope it's just the PTSD acting up again

 

[EARFQUAKE]

On the topic of people not being able to define a woman, and, for whatever reason, people having a problem with that, I realized politics give people tunnel vision (myself included).

If woman means being female then why are they separate words instead of just one? And what do we mean when we use terms like "manhood" or "womanhood"?

See, someone told me you can't attribute being a woman to a lifestyle because being a woman is based on biology.

If you ask several men what their definition of a man is you'd get different answers.

If it were a thread you'll even see people eventually start arguing.

 

[drhook94]

On the topic of people not being able to define a woman, and, for whatever reason, people having a problem with that, I realized politics give people tunnel vision (myself included).

If woman means being female then why are they separate words instead of just one? And what do we mean when we use terms like "manhood" or "womanhood"?

See, someone told me you can't attribute being a woman to a lifestyle because being a woman is based on biology.

If you ask several men what their definition of a man is you'd get different answers.

If it were a thread you'll even see people eventually start arguing.

hell if i know. i just know im a hell of a lot happier not pretending to be a man anymore. i dont worry about the semantics and definitions. I have most of a degree in biology - kinda stopped giving a fukk about all that "logic" when i realized i'd hated myself forever because i was trying to be something i wasnt. i dont know if i'm a woman, i have my own gripes with the concept of calling myself one - but i'm no he and no man, and it makes me a lot happier if i dont have to pretend to be one, or have others pretend i am one.

 

[EARFQUAKE]

Been into historical media, books and shows focusing on 18th and 19th century history these past few months and decided to start a drama I never thought I would have. Bridgerton.

Spoiler

First of all, the actor that plays Simon is fine fine
He's the highlight and only reason to watch because in general, this show really sucks. But lord if that ain't a man

SECONDLY

This show really had my boy executing the pull out method like a typical negro
I died of laughter when the duchess trapped him in that cowgirl and he wanted her to get off on some: WAIT, WAIT

Had me damn near midnight

But god this plot is just everyone is so one dimensional and characters who do come off as progressive are annoying. What this show lacks, above all else with its inability to be historically accurate, is death. It needs more of the ugly and bitterness to show even a hint of realness. This comes off as a typical korean romance drama with sex.

But anyway. On to season two, I guess.

 

[EARFQUAKE]

Season two was not good, it suddenly turned into a fluffy romcom. How do you go from smut to fluff?

 

[EARFQUAKE]

Made a thread, left, came back and it was deleted

I don't know if anyone even responded to it.

Can't remember if I ever had a thread deleted but I think the closest example was when I made a thread about a solution for short people is to buy heel inserts.

 

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@Milk N Cookies
I've been thinking about making a RPDR thread but held off because I thought I'd be the only fan. Recently saw a avi of a certain contestant on a certain forum and thought maybe it wouldn't be such a bad idea to go through with it What do you think?

 

[Milk N Cookies]

@Milk N Cookies
I've been thinking about making a RPDR thread but held off because I thought I'd be the only fan. Recently saw a avi of a certain contestant on a certain forum and thought maybe it wouldn't be such a bad idea to go through with it What do you think?

Of COURSE I’m down!!! First off: Shangela was robbed.

Secondly: All stars 7 just started and I’m getting access to paramount very soon so I can chime in.

Other seasons (US only) I can def chime in

Wait, how’d you know?? Oh wait You must see them dogging me on lsa cause I called them whack for cheering on Coli’s updates… lol

 

[EARFQUAKE]

Of COURSE I’m down!!! First off: Shangela was robbed.

Secondly: All stars 7 just started and I’m getting access to paramount very soon so I can chime in.

Other seasons (US only) I can def chime in

Wait, how’d you know?? Oh wait You must see them dogging me on lsa cause I called them whack for cheering on Coli’s updates… lol

I haven't watched a full season since season 12, and I didn't even get to finish it. I watch the show mainly through the Pitstop and or Bob's podcasts now. I think Bob is hosting Pitstop again for All Stars so I'll probably just have that.

And yes, I went to that coli demise thread and put two and two together.

 

[Milk N Cookies]

I haven't watched a full season since season 12, and I didn't even get to finish it. I watch the show mainly through the Pitstop and or Bob's podcasts now. I think Bob is hosting Pitstop again for All Stars so I'll probably just have that.

And yes, I went to that coli demise thread and put two and two together.

Oh ok well you haven’t missed much in 13 & 14 beyond the Ebony enchantress… and a full understand why eventually it became Tamisha Iman Vs the World in season 13. Honestly season 14 was meh to me.

And you smart. I addressed the sh it that didn’t make sense, got quoted, replied restating it didn’t make sense and left the thread.

Literally: Don’t throw rocks when you live in a glass house.

 

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Oh ok well you haven’t missed much in 13 & 14 beyond the Ebony enchantress… and a full understand why eventually it became Tamisha Iman Vs the World in season 13. Honestly season 14 was meh to me.

That chocolate bar nonsense was just that, nonsense.

 

[Cat piss martini]

I had no idea ya'll had ya'll own estrogen soaked corner.
look at this shyt.
chiffon silks over the lamps and complimentary
woolite for pantys washed in high end coli sinks.
ya'll done came up around here huh?

 

[EARFQUAKE]

I had no idea ya'll had ya'll own estrogen soaked corner.
look at this shyt.
chiffon silks over the lamps and complimentary
woolite for pantys washed in high end coli sinks.
ya'll done came up around here huh?

Estrogen soaked corner?