Blackout
just your usual nerdy brotha
I hope they decide to keep you and dont fire you. Thankfully the decision hasnt been made yet so Im hoping for the best...I have failed! I freaking failed because I couldn't be focused, I couldn't exercise time management correctly. I failed..
This doesn't feel temporary, this is going to become permanent. At this point, Im just waiting for the other shoe to drop. Right now I have to wait another 2 weeks or so for them to make a decision, therapy is going well but can it fix me by then? Doubt it. Because of me failing my classes, I'm going to go through hell with Financial Aid and have to do an appeal and...... God. It's too much..
I cant even imagine how you feel right now.
As much as you may not want to openly say that you're really down & out your momma can tell that something has got you that way. But I still didn't want to talk about it... 


. Only 2 gifts on our registry - Everyone pitches in for exact replicas of The Predator (Kevin Peter Hall) and The Incredible Hulk (Louis Ferrigno) to go in each corner of our home movie theater 





