I'm not sleeping again.
My eyes are strained and sting
I can feel the veins stretching out from the corners
I am not sleeping again
I don't know what it is
Is it peace I am searching for? I rest no longer
There are things I can't change and being awake is no help
There are things I can't change because I will be fatigued
I am not sleeping again
My mind is going a mile a minute
Not a single cohesive thought is coming to gather in it
I am not sleeping again and not focused
What is the purpose of the lacking when there will plan to focus
I want to close my eyes so bad
But I can't
I can't find what I am looking for
I don't know what I am looking for
I can't imagine how long I can keep this up
I don't know how long the body functions when the dark hours dwindle to light in the skies
I am up until velvet midnight turns into pastel sun rise
Until the night symphony is drowned out by morning songs
And my body is barely moving along
My body is barely moving along
While my mind won't stop
I want them to sync up
I am so tired
I am not sleeping