Tenchi Ryu
Ashtray B!tch
And you can see it really gets to him....With all the success and trophies to show, the stigma he had to be a piece of shyt to get it doesn't completely sit right with him. I honestly believe MJ considers himself a good person....He's definitely an a$$hole. I just think he felt he was doing what was best for the team.
But I honestly don't think you can be the absolutely greatest being a "nice" person either. I think he accepts it, but it hurts like hell somewhere deep down.