Even if Biden wins it just feels life a hollow victory. The fact it was this close just feels so fukking disheartening. I don't know, I feel the same sense of hopelessness and despair that I did 4 years ago. This wasn't a rejection of fascism and trumpism, this was a really sloppy baseball game that went into extra innings because defense and the bullpen kept blowing leads and now you just want the game to be over with. And on top of that I am very deeply conflicted over the people in my life that I've loved or respected that have joined the Trump cult, I can't look at them the same and don't want them in my life anymore, it's just a really shytty feeling.
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