non troll story of an uncool blackout i had lastnight that lead to me quitting drinking for good

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I'm an alcoholic, breh and I got no problem with admitting it. I'm addicted to alcohol.

with that being said, I've only had 2 blackouts my entire life. Once cause I was pissed at an ex and had 7 walk me downs over the course of an hour on an empty stomach.. I dont know how I got home. I vaguely remember swerving on the freeway.

Once that wasn't all alcohol. I was taking ambien like 3 at a time and chasing them with vodka. Apparently I fell on the floor a couple of times and told someone all about Nas at Summerjam with that Jay Z mannequin they wouldn't let him lynch on stage. Don't remember none of the day. just remember waking up in the bed.

I say that to say this:

You ain't gotta do it big ALL the time. It's okay to do it like...... medium. Do it medium sometimes.

The amount of alcohol you ingest DOES NOT correlate with the amount of fun you're having or are going to have.

It DOES NOT correlate with how much less pain you're going to feel from whatever problem you're trying to deal with.

How you enjoying yourself when you don't remember what you did and the thought of how you gonna feel about it later?

Moderation, breh. You aint gotta take it light. Just don't do it BIG all the time.

Do it medium. Enjoy the shyt.
 

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was at a club for my bday last year....drank like a fish...next thing i know i'm leaning on a couch throwing up...I can't even remember going from drinking, dancing to the couch throwing up...that whole shyt is wiped clean from my memory. I remember my bro carrying me out the club and driving me home n shyt...I remember bits n pieces of the ride...don't even remember arriving home....nothing.

I slept like a fukking bear that day. I heard i got instagram'd n shyt too by the homies n radom ppl...never really cared to look into it tho...

yolo
 

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One time in college my ex girlfriend (who was also drunk) apparently gave me head (after a house party) and I didn't know about it until the next day when she told me. When she mentioned it I was like :merchant:.

Pretty sure I didn't...finish, tho.
 

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I'm an alcoholic, breh and I got no problem with admitting it. I'm addicted to alcohol.

with that being said, I've only had 2 blackouts my entire life. Once cause I was pissed at an ex and had 7 walk me downs over the course of an hour on an empty stomach.. I dont know how I got home. I vaguely remember swerving on the freeway.

Once that wasn't all alcohol. I was taking ambien like 3 at a time and chasing them with vodka. Apparently I fell on the floor a couple of times and told someone all about Nas at Summerjam with that Jay Z mannequin they wouldn't let him lynch on stage. Don't remember none of the day. just remember waking up in the bed.

I say that to say this:

You ain't gotta do it big ALL the time. It's okay to do it like...... medium. Do it medium sometimes.

The amount of alcohol you ingest DOES NOT correlate with the amount of fun you're having or are going to have.

It DOES NOT correlate with how much less pain you're going to feel from whatever problem you're trying to deal with.

How you enjoying yourself when you don't remember what you did and the thought of how you gonna feel about it later?

Moderation, breh. You aint gotta take it light. Just don't do it BIG all the time.

Do it medium. Enjoy the shyt.
do u think u being an alcoholic has messed ur life up? every thought about quitting? do u think its made u age more than u should? as in look older than u should, have yellow eyes?
 

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i dont even remember how i got home, when i got in the car or what time i got home, how i undressed, nothing.i wake up at 3 am, look to the side of my bed and see fukking vomit on my floor....THATS THE MOMENT I QUIT DRINKING FOREVER.

nasty ass fukking vomit, alot too.yuck!.....cleaned that nasty shyt up immediately......tiled room floor, no carpet

for the record i drink like once every couple months on average. so no alchy here.i was at a friends bday party last night . i drank too much . yuck.

:comeon: You wouldn't want to quit if that was the case.
 

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Moderation is key.
It is crucial in life and sex and booze and stock market investments.

That said, I once blacked out during a stag party (bar crawl) and woke up puking down my coat sleeve at the Berlin airport JUST IN TIME for my flight. Good times with great friends, but I behave better.....now.
 

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do u think u being an alcoholic has messed ur life up?

nope. even at my liter of vodka every 5 day worst. I'm a functioning alcoholic As much as we like to believe and as arrogant as we are for believing it, we have little to no control over life outside our little circle of reality. I refuse to let some fermented potato liquid have what little control I've got over the rest.

every thought about quitting?

Maybe once. Actually I did. once. Think about quitting, I mean. :bryan:

do u think its made u age more than u should? as in look older than u should, have yellow eyes?

not at all. none of that. the only difference in me and somebody 10 years younger is my wack ass hairline. :to: I pretty much really do look like that avi over there.
 

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Mr. Negative, on average, how many shots of liquor do you consume daily. And how many days a week :birdman:

I'll kill a fifth of vodka over the course of 12 hours if I'm not careful.

So I've grown careful.

Now I only drink enough to keep the withdrawal at bay. I'm talking like a 6 pack of Budweiser Dark Crown over the course of two or three days. Maybe buy a fifth of vodka every week or two which I still kill over the course of a weekend. If I go out, maybe a walk me down or two.

Rest of the time, I drink water in mass amounts and take milk thistle.

It's not about having or coping with a little addiction like alcohol or cigarettes or even caffeine or whatever. It's about the stuff being in ready supply and feeding that addiction when you don't have to.

Like I tell people about cigarettes. You smoke when you're bored, angry, after eating, after sex, when you taking a shyt, the littleset bit stressed. Sometimes you light a cigarette, take two hits and let it burn away.

If you only smoked when you actually have a craving, how little would you smoke?
 

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thanks
im realizing that the only reason i do drink is because i dont wanna be the guy drinking an orange juice at the party while the rest of my peoples are sipping alcohol. i dont wanna be looked at as anti-social or a party pooper. but now im getting older and and finding myself.i think 100% free is the way i wanna go. i dont need it .im pretty social and funny so im thinking whats the point of drinking then

i made this same type of thread 1-2 months ago with the same type of revelation you having right now

but guess what

im drinking some motherfukking jose cuervo right now + drinking beers

good luck and see you in 2 months :steviej:
 
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i got stories fro days about blackouts... used to drink till i blacked out for almost 2yrs of my life


i would down a 750ml of vodka everynite...but iw ouldnt even be hung over after a couple months... would actually wake up all early and shyt like @ 6 and feel like suprman.. but thats when i was 21-22.

guess once you an alchy your always an alchy.. crazy i rarely ever drink like that now but i can still can when im down for it...


monster + vodka is like liquid crack :ohlawd:
 
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