personally i had my fun going out around the ages of 19-22 , i had a good paying job that was close to home and was going out a decent amount of times , i was on dating sites chasing tail not doing much with my days but still being productive and also at the clubs or house parties, i always knew that by 30 i wanted my clubbing days to be over, i always got super drunk when i went to the clubs so as the months went by i started to balance the drinking but when i was 22-23 i started smoking weed heavy which made me want to just chill out at home with, food, smoke, movies, tv series, music and i got into a relationship, so i didnt need to be out unless i really wanted to go out to a show or eat some place, as time has passed im single , dont care about the clubs anymore that phase of my life is over , ive networked with the people ive needed to meet, had my fair share of fun, now its time to work on myself and build up my wealth, i have also purchased everything ive wanted throughout the years so my distractions are getting smaller.
i do feel very old with the way i isolate myself, ive seen everything ive wanted to see up to this point, peers talking about copping houses and holiday trips, how can i not feel old?