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i ain't gonna do that. what i do remember is that you either called me ugly as fukk or you dapped the post which said that i was ugly as fukk. either way, you did agree that i was ugly as fukk because i seen your name basically cosigning somebody else saying that shyt and that hurt my feelings so that's why i put your name in there.
as far as me caring about straight females thinking i'm attractive and me being gay. don't confuse that with me being attracted to females or that i want to lay with you, date you, fukk you or whatever else because that's even the reason so you and all these other people don't mention it. i'm gay and that's that. the whole entire "topaz needs to fukk a woman or a girlfriend" episode is over. it's dead. it's NOT coming back. let it rest in peace. i respect straight women's opinions and my fellow gay peers opinions on how i look and my appearance more so than these straight guys do since most of them are not looking at guys in that type of light where they think they're sexy or attractive or whatever. i also use it to as a confidence boost since i have low self esteem already so if a woman or a gay guy thinks i'm attractive or sexy, it makes me not beat myself up as much because someone outthere actually thinks that i'm attractive when i myself at times, don't think i am.
the truth of the matter is as long as i'm happy about how i look, i really don't care what anybody else thinks. as long as i like and love myself, that's really all that matters.
so the truth of the matter is, since you aren't happy with how you look, you ask these people to tell you what they think?