Shouldn't be nervous about telling your girl shyt.
I got my woman playing State of Decay literally right now as I type.
I have 2 xbox ones and 2 ps4s because my wife loves to play Destiny 2, State of Decay 2, Gears of War, Ghost Recon, and Halo co-op.
If you seen her you would never think she even likes games in the slightest.
The moral of the story is stop trying to be someone you aren't to please a person that doesn't like the real you.
Leave that nonsense for the kids that are still trying to "find themselves".
The older I get the less patience I have for people in my "circle". Either you in or you out. I'm not with fair weather friends.
My pops told me at about 5 years old "in this life you have no friends" and that man was 100% right.
Do you. If someone isn't rocking with you keep it moving.
I spit a verse a while back where I said:
"If nothin else in life make sure that you keep growin'
They expect you to grow up, you grow apart and keep goin'
Can't be captain of the ship if you're just goin' with the motions
Far as me? I hope we find what you lost in the ocean
And I'm here for you. I know these people come and go
They wanna' ride in the whip but won't help you shovel the snow
My falls teach me more than my steps do
If knowledge is the goal, then I'm gonna be successful
My teacher's teachings weren't as affective as my pop's belt
So now I'm angry and aggressive, that's how I felt
Priorities mixed up, with a healthy distrust
If you don't share my last name, then it's you against us"