nah,I'm good on that front. I just had to face the harsh reality of getting it off the ground while having a baby. I'm not giving up on fatherhood, I'm just giving up on arguing and trying to communicate with her mom without a legal mandate.
I'm starting a second job and I got gigs coming up. Organized video chats most days with my kid. Its getting better so no, suicide ain't really the answer.
Some people just have to go through stuff and folks who don't like to criticize or act weird because they not thorough enough to bounce back. Life just be fukked up sometimes for some people.