I still watch his matches, but the thought of what he did always hovers around me whenever I see him on the screen.
I remember when I first heard the news I immediately thought that someone came into his house and killed the entire family. A couple of days later the truth started to come out and it was shocking.
If you ever read Jericho's second book, he mentioned that after Eddie died, it REALLY messed Benoit up. He took it hard, and if Eddie was still alive, this whole incident might not have happened because Benoit was closer to Eddie than anyone else on the roster.