Hmmm.... I was raised in a very Christian family, and I actually find comfort in the fact that I can question everything that I was ever taught. I was able to let go of what was ingrained, and really think for myself and appreciate others opinions, beliefs, etc, even if I don't share the same. To me, it's a very liberating feeling. Like you, unfortunately, my family and some friends don't agree with this, so we clearly will never see eye to eye. Don't lose the passion... embrace your knowledge. You obviously did it for a reason
I wasn't just "raised in a very Christian family"...To be fair, my parents were "Sunday is church day" religious, but the rest of the week, they were half-way Christian...
From a young age, I started reading The Bible, and actually started reasoning and trying to follow The Commandments as best as I understood them...My Christianity wasn't just "something in the family," it was a personal choice I made for myself from an early age...
It was THE basis of my moral and ethical being...The Bible was my point of reference...
Then scientific knowledge and reasoning came and crushed the buildings...I was devastated...I fell in a very deep depression that I will never come out of...
My life was better when I was a Christian...I was more sociable, had more charisma, I made friends easily, because I was selfless, but never pushed my beliefs on anybody...I had HOPE...
Now that I know, I will probably, just die and turn into Carbon, Hydrogen, Oxygen and food for other organisms...Life has no meaning...
In my profession, I have seen people die, in their old age, a few times...It's not like in the movies...There are no final words of wisdom or dramatic music playing in the background...
It's bleak...
"Knowledge Is Sorrow" has been my experience...