The reaction I get from watching this kinda stuff depresses me.
I feel like my mind wants to abandon these types but my heart won't allow it.
I care about better conditions for our people. I believe listening to our Womens grievances will contribute to an overall improvement to our way of life.
My issue is I don't know what they want. I can't be polite enough. I can't be respectful or kind enough either. They make me feel as if I'm inherently broken like because I'm a man I automatically hate women or because I'm Black Man I'm prone to some sort of deviancy or hatefulness that overall only exists within me to harm the Black Womans body, spirit, and mind.
I don't mean any harm.
I just dont understand anymore.
What have I done wrong?