She's absolutely my type physically. I don't want to miss out on having sex with that. Everything else about her is just trash. Terrible attitude combative all types of stuff. I've never had a girl like her before. And I'm desperate to keep her. Even though I just get to look at her. She walks around naked around me. But she doesn't have sex. I sometimes pray that God let me not wake up the next day .
whoa there, homie.
You're using her looks to validate your own ego. Your ability to pull somebody like that.
It's a trap, breh. I'm speaking from experience. You're doing it to yourself.
Deading the relationship is gonna feel like shooting yourself in the head, but it has to be done.
I also speak from both the experience of having that girl fukk all kinds of nikkas, turn her back on me when I needed it the most and then dump me when her unicorn came along,
and the experience of not ignoring the warning signs and dumping a girl before it got that far (or further)
These weren't short term relationships either.
Life too miserable to be miserable because of somebody else. ESPECIALLY just cause you ego tripping.