Can't even be mad at the girl.
You deserve this, you are doing it to yourself. Letting her treat you like she wants, with no boundaries or demands on your part and no concessions on
her part.
Bro, you guys are just friends at this point. You will NEVER fukk this girl, lost all her respect acting like a fakkit for a year. You basically her emotional tampon.
My nikka, you are her gay best friend
You have a severe case of garbage self esteem, I hope you can address that issue one day soon, your life will improve by orders of magnitude once that is fixed.
Surely you know she's been fukking other dudes throughout the past year? Unless you are into that kind of thing?
Billions of women in the world and this dude-.
Nah, you deserve this.
Got no empathy for you