exactly
Exactly.
All the nikkas I grew up with are drug dealers fam, all of em been to the Pen and be on the block most of the day. How do I go from being college educated and experiencing beautiful shyt to go back on the block chilling while my nikkas grind? If I catch a bullet meant for them nikkas the 1st question nikkas would ask would be what was I doing there in the 1st place. I was just there today and felt out of place. nikkas was on the turf talking about who got popped and which nikkas starting up new dope spots. I'd rather be around mufukkas talking about which IPO to invest in but those mufukkas are too funny style. I can't do the Jay-Z and turn jewish to fit in with them mufukkas.doesn't make sense?? if you moved out the hood, long as you give back you shouldn't have a hard time functioning. i just left the hood hood gettin some catfish floyds in oak cliff glendale where deion has prime u/ this life school. doin big big things for the kids
Do you live in the black or white suburbs.
you from the 65 vill?What im saying is that if you spend over 18 years in the hood and move to the burbs it's a easy transition in terms of environment but socially it takes awhile to adapt and when you do it's hard to adapt to being in the slums and understanding those values. For instance the shyt that the average mufukka in the hood argues over is shyt that I can't even comprehend having a conversation about. Being around a suburban broad and then being around a broad from the 6-5 vill is such a culture shock that the average nikka would have a hard time adapting to. The older I get the more I despise the ghetto mentality.
i feel the same sometimes. so i understand.
All the nikkas I grew up with are drug dealers fam, all of em been to the Pen and be on the block most of the day. How do I go from being college educated and experiencing beautiful shyt to go back on the block chilling while my nikkas grind? If I catch a bullet meant for them nikkas the 1st question nikkas would ask would be what was I doing there in the 1st place. I was just there today and felt out of place. nikkas was on the turf talking about who got popped and which nikkas starting up new dope spots. I'd rather be around mufukkas talking about which IPO to invest in but those mufukkas are too funny style. I can't do the Jay-Z and turn jewish to fit in with them mufukkas.
he's saying he doesn't fit in anywhere. too real to really assimilate into suburban life and too cultured to go back to the hood.
lol u dontAll the nikkas I grew up with are drug dealers fam, all of em been to the Pen and be on the block most of the day. How do I go from being college educated and experiencing beautiful shyt to go back on the block chilling while my nikkas grind? If I catch a bullet meant for them nikkas the 1st question nikkas would ask would be what was I doing there in the 1st place. I was just there today and felt out of place. nikkas was on the turf talking about who got popped and which nikkas starting up new dope spots. I'd rather be around mufukkas talking about which IPO to invest in but those mufukkas are too funny style. I can't do the Jay-Z and turn jewish to fit in with them mufukkas.
when things like this happen, when you don't feel like you belong in your past nor do you feel like your present situation suits you, i think it's good to travel and see other places...
You don't know how Jay acts around his jewish friends. He's the same guy that shoved Freeway out the pic just weeks ago.The thing about Hov is that he still talks the same way he did before and doesn't really act that funny. He'd probably be a better example of the type of cat you'd want to chill with. It's just his associations that leave people confused sometimes. BTW, some of my jewish friends from college would bust guns for me...leave them alone.
i plan on it. my homie did a year abroad in London last year. said he went to Paris, Dublin, Rome & all through Britain when he was over there. looking at The Coliseum like "im a long azz way from Delaware". been jealous ever since.
you from the 65 vill?