I'm 25 Years Old and I've Been Masturbating to porn for 19 years. I'm An Addict and I Need Help.

[Archangel]

I always feel like help is possible when we hit bottom and start to do what people who've been in our hole did to get out. Most people can't help. Doctors/therapists are not sufficient. But they can be a great resource if it's a good fit and there is trust there. We still have to put the effort to change our attitudes, beliefs, and behaviors. And it doesn't happen overnight.

Thread is weird for me, because I was just in my head about how I hit someone out of anger, and this is after threatening someone on the phone, it was just one of those days. And all I could reach on the phone was a good friend of mine who has experience some darkness, but have the two disease I have. Just having someone to talk to helped that night not to continue on self-destructive impulses. He had a lot of good suggestions that I put on the shelf for later. But there are just things I can't do anymore. I had to get rest, and start getting honest with myself, and and get back to living a new way of life.

That shyt about keeping busy/distraction is a lot of bullshyt. I agree structure and discipline are very important. But when u're locked and loaded, you're locked and loaded, and u gonna get what u want, whether it's drugs, money, gambling, sex, or food; and you will hurt yourself and others in the process.

EDIT
It still pisses me off that 90 percent of my family and friends don't know how i live or what I've been through, and i can't say shyt, cause if u haven't been through it, you wouldn't believe it, or you would prolly just cut me off. But i'll work on it.

Appreciate the transparency breh. Good advice.

 

[AquaCityBoy]

Join #TeamNoFap and get your life together nikka.

 

[Archangel]

Join #TeamNoFap and get your life together nikka.

I tried. My problems are greater than your little team of no fappers. I don't need a team. I need an army.

 

[Kitsch]

@Slaimon Khan Shah

 

[Vice Queen]

Bruh, I started early, but 21 times a week?

I don't know what to tell you because, again, outside of starting early, I can't really get into your headspace. We all have our sexual proclivities but if you believe yours is an issue, you need to get to the root of it. Was there any sexual trauma early in life? Did you see things that made your curious? Get to the root and work from there. Try therapy again. At this point, you whack off out of habit and that will be a difficult habit to break.

 

[Silkk]

bruh 21 times a week aint good man

Thats only 3 times a day tho

 

[Silkk]

People acting like 3x a day is a lot, you ever been watching porn all day on adderall?

 

[EndDomination]

Practice edging.
Keep it going for an hour, you'll cum so hard you'll see the Virgin Mary.
You won't be able to feel your legs after that, and you probably won't touch yourself again for a few days.

Or take cold showers, start lifting weights, and start taking Adderall.

 

[EndDomination]

I have hobbies a job and school though. I just always make time for this extracurricular activity.

You need to stop this abstinence thing then.
Talk to your girl about it.
Blow her back out nightly, and make that the highlight.

 

[AquaCityBoy]

People acting like 3x a day is a lot, you ever been watching porn all day on adderall?

No

 

[Archangel]

People acting like 3x a day is a lot, you ever been watching porn all day on adderall?

 

[Silkk]

No

Don't judge me, i'm not the one with the problem

 

[joeychizzle]

Damn. Everybody likes a quick jerk now and then but when you keep a fukking nut rag in your pillow case that's brown and crusted like fukking corn chips that's a problem. Don't ask ya pastor cuz he's just gonna call you a devil and demand more tithe.

Every time you jerk off, put a dollar in a jar. Now imagine that jar is gonna help fund the cacs holding up that building in Oregon, and Westboro Baptist Church, and ISIS.

See if you still wanna fill up that jar with dollars

 

[Tom Foolery]

Before they shut the nudity down on dailymotion, I had an account on there full of freaky vids that I started in 2006. I was 16 in 2006. I was faithful to that site for almost 8 years. I got an account on youtube with that fye now.

Thought you were trolling until you said this.

The only thing i can say is real life relationships are better than the mind warping shyt you see online. shyt is not real dude. It desensitizes you mentally and physically. You have to man up and comeback to reality.

 

[FlexPavilion]

Yeah, if you beatin off at funerals, you've got a serious issue, breh. Were you molested as a child or seen some things you weren't supposed before 6?