If God gives you clear proof he exists that destroys the whole point of faith. He wants you to choose to believe in him. I ant choose to believe the sky is yellow if i see its blue. Once you put faith in him and begin to pray and pay more attention to your life youll see that many things around you validate his existence. People only take proof they are willing to accept regardless of its its real proof.
I was a Christian my whole life. Extra serious about it for 5 years. I had faith and repeatedly asked for god's "direction", "voice", etc. Never heard anything. Asked for "god" to distinguish himself from the voices in my head. Nothing. And I had very trusted ministers tell me be patient. Once I realized that most of the voices in my head that I thought were coming from god were simply my own conscience talking to me, that opened up everything because now quite frankly I believe the idea of god talking to someone is BS. Really what it is, is your conscience talking to you and directing you.
yeah, i can't even imagine what being shackled to religion is like. my parents never tried to push religious views on me, and would often get frustrated at my questions.
You got it good. I can't even tell my parents or family that I'm agnostic. They'll probably disown me or something. And it's crazy because I'm really close to my family, especially my parents. Not sure what I'd do without them. On Sundays they ask me if I went to church, and either I say I went (lie), or come up with a reason for why I didn't go. Then dad gives me lectures on what he reads, why its important and asks if I read the bible. All I could do was put on the broadway acting show. Mom asks me to say a prayer over the food when we go to lunch and I say something "quick and good enough" even though I don't mean it.
Two weeks ago, my grandfather, who never speaks about church or religion randomly said "Whatever you do, do not stop believing in god". It was ackward as hell coming from him.