“If you are depressed you are living in the past. If you are anxious you are living in the future...
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i havent been engaged in any fukkery since new years. i just been running, meditating, boxing and reading up on buddhism.
To quote Ab Soul;
"Ain't nothing wrong with a righteous man"
Nikka you killing me 
You'd like this one.
The Zen proverb, 'In summer we sweat; in winter we shiver,' is meant to illustrate the importance of not trying to escape or avoid our present situation. - Rebecca Otowa
"a man in darkness walks a steady and level path. Because he wants nothing from anyone he avoids unnecessary entanglements" I Ching
You'd like this one.
The Zen proverb, 'In summer we sweat; in winter we shiver,' is meant to illustrate the importance of not trying to escape or avoid our present situation. - Rebecca Otowa
"a man in darkness walks a steady and level path. Because he wants nothing from anyone he avoids unnecessary entanglements" I Ching
im sorry but im not trying to be "deep".
im just relaying a quote that resonated with me to the coli.
I see you bruh.i havent been engaged in any fukkery since new years. i just been running, meditating, boxing and reading up on buddhism.
A few YouTube channels you can subscribe to on ya journey.
http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjt7bEwtlk6A6f_CiY2ZOlQ?feature=g-high
http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQS88tILq-8cMQNw6nsR7BQ
http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCT0cKRQKtWfdkdxCuOtorrA
Real homie shyt, you will find some true knowledge there.
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i havent been engaged in any fukkery since new years. i just been running, meditating, boxing and reading up on buddhism.
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I don't know about you, but personally I've been just unhappy. I wouldn't say depressed. Just really unhappy.
I'm about to be 30 this year and I've still never have had a significant relationship or have had more than $1500 dollars to my name or have made anything close to that in a short period of time. I feel like I'm working and busting my ass for nothing and all my dreams and hopes are fading right before my eyes. Sometimes I feel like I truly have nothing to be optimistic about. Everyone else has an easy life where the simplest tasks for everyone else are nearly impossible for me.
I'm just alone. Even with my friends and aquaintances...alone. Even with all these people around me. Alone.
I've been making up a drought/shortcomings with women by abusing drugs (not alcohol really) drugs (molly and coke) on a weekly basis for a couple of months.
Maybe it's just me being stuck in a rut...and not being motivated...or being beat up by life...or maybe it's this shytty grey cold weather f*cking up my mood. But sometimes, I just feel like giving up. Not to the point of offing myself, but just not wanting to be in this goddamn ratrace anymore. I wish I could dip in and out of existence and life was easy. I wish I was as confident as I looked and felt as great as I knew I could be. I wish people would like me for me and not what I could offer to them. Sometimes I just go out of my way to avoid people cause I know I'll just disappoint them in one way or another.
I give up on people. I say so much good stuff on here, have this blog with thousands of followers, but really no one gives a shyt about me. I'm nobody. and as far as things are going, I'm just a failure at this point. All my peers are successful and shyt...and here I am...doing what? Living like a loser (or I think I'm a loser)...
I can't believe this is my life at times. MAybe it's just me being impatient...but f*ck man I wish shyt was better than this. I don't even want to talk to people other than my friends and associates most days. Nobody gives a shyt about me like that. I accepted it and don't care anymore. I might as well be invisible to most people.
I just want things to get better...my life to get better. I just want to be happy. Successful. Feeling like I'm actually better than where I'm at now. I'm sick and tired of my life being stuck in neutral with the brake on. I just want to know I'm not alone out here....
I'm about to be 30 this year and I've still never have had a significant relationship or have had more than $1500 dollars to my name or have made anything close to that in a short period of time. I feel like I'm working and busting my ass for nothing and all my dreams and hopes are fading right before my eyes. Sometimes I feel like I truly have nothing to be optimistic about. Everyone else has an easy life where the simplest tasks for everyone else are nearly impossible for me.
I'm just alone. Even with my friends and aquaintances...alone. Even with all these people around me. Alone.
I've been making up a drought/shortcomings with women by abusing drugs (not alcohol really) drugs (molly and coke) on a weekly basis for a couple of months.
Maybe it's just me being stuck in a rut...and not being motivated...or being beat up by life...or maybe it's this shytty grey cold weather f*cking up my mood. But sometimes, I just feel like giving up. Not to the point of offing myself, but just not wanting to be in this goddamn ratrace anymore. I wish I could dip in and out of existence and life was easy. I wish I was as confident as I looked and felt as great as I knew I could be. I wish people would like me for me and not what I could offer to them. Sometimes I just go out of my way to avoid people cause I know I'll just disappoint them in one way or another.
I give up on people. I say so much good stuff on here, have this blog with thousands of followers, but really no one gives a shyt about me. I'm nobody. and as far as things are going, I'm just a failure at this point. All my peers are successful and shyt...and here I am...doing what? Living like a loser (or I think I'm a loser)...
I can't believe this is my life at times. MAybe it's just me being impatient...but f*ck man I wish shyt was better than this. I don't even want to talk to people other than my friends and associates most days. Nobody gives a shyt about me like that. I accepted it and don't care anymore. I might as well be invisible to most people.
I just want things to get better...my life to get better. I just want to be happy. Successful. Feeling like I'm actually better than where I'm at now. I'm sick and tired of my life being stuck in neutral with the brake on. I just want to know I'm not alone out here....
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this is what the fukked up system we live in does to us. makes us feel like shyt if we arent achieving.
capitalism sucks camel dikk.
