Nah honestly i'm just a man in need of some new puzzy but my societally imposed morals don't allow me to cheat on my girl... Someone brought up the Coolidge effect and that's exactly what it is. I love my chick like mad but that has nothing to do with my d1ck. Women have castrated men in a sense because they go through all the motions when they find out you're fukking another b1tch and shame you into not wanting to do it again. They use your love of them against you with all of that bullsh1t crying not realizing WE were happier when I was fukking another b1tch every now and then.
Now I sit here a broken man watching all kinds of crazy porn and only fukking you on on holidays n' sh1t. Sometimes we go out to dinner and while we're enjoying steaks and getting drunk she talks all of that kinky sh1t like she can't wait. Meanwhile, i'm sitting there like
on the inside knowing i'm taking my ass to bed and I will be up early in my office at home before you wake up beating my d1ck like a slave. Sounds crazy as sh1t but I was more sexually attracted to my girl when I was fukking with other b1tches although she is still just as beautiful as the day I met her.
It's confusing though because they are laughing it up and acting dusgusting while they are watching Stevie J on Love and Hip Hop fukkin other h0es but they tune in and watch the re runs every week.