I picked up a bad habit.....

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That’s good, what made you stop drinking
I was drinking daily if not 6 days a week for the past 3 years. At first it was a 6 pack of beer every day. Then eventually 8-12 beers a day. Then just recently within the last couple months I switched to vodka and I was finishing half gallons in 3-5 days. I was just drinking by myself in my room and one day it just hit me that I was depressed af and drinking was making it worse so I decided to cut it for 30 days to see if I could do it. Last time i tried I think I went 18 days.
 

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im buying bottles and running through them in a weekend:snoop:

just the thought of not having alcohol around is daunting

the fukked up thing is, my whole mentality around buying alcohol so much is the idea that i need it because "hey maybe this weekend, we'll get together and..."

NOPE...there's no we'll....there's no social aspect...there's no one to talk to

its me in my room being bored/lonely/angry/scared

i ran out again last night

i wasnt even going to drink but again.....:beli: my homegirl said she wanted to videochat...my friends were saying we were going to hit the pool....so im like :gladbron: let me pregame

friends canceled....homegirl hit me up 4 hours after she said she would and i was passed out...drunk
:mjcry:

i been knew I need to quit and im hanging onto the fact that since im extra serious about budgeting this month, i'll use it as an opportunity to at least take a break and not waste money on poison

we all going through it...all of us
 

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drinking

im buying bottles and running through them in a weekend:snoop:

just the thought of not having alcohol around is daunting

the fukked up thing is, my whole mentality around buying alcohol so much is the idea that i need it because "hey maybe this weekend, we'll get together and..."

NOPE...there's no we'll....there's no social aspect...there's no one to talk to

its me in my room being bored/lonely/angry/scared

i ran out again last night

i wasnt even going to drink but again.....:beli: my homegirl said she wanted to videochat...my friends were saying we were going to hit the pool....so im like :gladbron: let me pregame

friends canceled....homegirl hit me up 4 hours after she said she would and i was passed out...drunk
:mjcry:

i been knew I need to quit and im hanging onto the fact that since im extra serious about budgeting this month, i'll use it as an opportunity to at least take a break and not waste money on poison

we all going through it...all of us
If your friends are canceling on you they’re not really your friends :yeshrug:
 

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I was drinking daily if not 6 days a week for the past 3 years. At first it was a 6 pack of beer every day. Then eventually 8-12 beers a day. Then just recently within the last couple months I switched to vodka and I was finishing half gallons in 3-5 days. I was just drinking by myself in my room and one day it just hit me that I was depressed af and drinking was making it worse so I decided to cut it for 30 days to see if I could do it. Last time i tried I think I went 18 days.
I stopped drinking by myself, and I’ve become more of a social drinker.
 

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Since quarantine started. I’ve used DoorDash every day for fast food. Sometimes twice a day :sadcam:

They briefly had waffle house on Uber eats at the beginning of quarantine. If it wasn’t for a lady friend staying over and cooking and wanting to try different shyt. The golden squares would have gotten the best of me.

:mjcry:
I got all the food apps but tons of frozen meats in my freezer. I think about taking something down and thawing it but then I look at my phone and order something smh.


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