How do other men come up with a code, disseminate it amongst their peers, and enforce it? I don't be around other men like that to ask.Your question is confusing...what are you actually asking? How do other men do what?
Because I was reading it and was lowkey engrossed in what you were saying like "I've never heard really this perspective
". And then it got to "And he had a big dikk lol" and it took me completely outta my reading zone
. shyt caught me off guard like Ned Stark dying in season 1.
Because I was reading it and was lowkey engrossed in what you were saying like "I've never heard really this perspective
Yep just black and Latina for me I fukk with Mexicans (not the box bodies Mexicans
) and colombians too
.
The last 4-5 pages I thought a few posters were talking to themselves. Then I realized that I have a couple of brehs on ignore lol.
Yeah. I'm Black. You cant fucc with no dikk, and I use to be fat when I was younger so you know the black girls did me awful dirty for no reason at all. It wasn't even like I was pressing them or even interacting with them at all. I'm pretty sure I had social anxiety or some type of antisocial disorder. To this day I still don't speak to anyone, not even my family unless spoken to. Even then I'm short with it.
Not even going to go into my mom. I feel like if she was even half of a good parent my life would have been completely different. It took for me to become an adult to realize how shytty she was. My siblings turned out ok, but I feel that is more so do to natural selection. They didn't have the same issues I had. Which allowed them to carve out a life in society even if it was the bare minimum.
In my early 20's I lost the weight and got some of what I felt like was interest from women, but I had to turn those down immediately because I have no meat. Now I'm mid to late 20's. I gained a lot of the weight back, I'm not obese but stocky. Pretty much fighting everyday to find someway to deal with the fact that I will never have a kids or a family. All of my siblings have multiple kids. The most horrendous feeling I've ever felt was watching my 18 year old nephew. (whose diapers I've changed) talk to his dad ( my brother) about the chicks he's smashing. Meanwhile I'm a virgin.
My soul definitely burned slow that day. Its a crazy feeling having to talk yourself out of your natural motivation everyday, because you know there's nothing you can ever really do about your issues. I read these forums everyday and it's exhausting, because I care about these issues and they affect me, but they don't apply to me. I really have no say, or affect on them, and I never will. No matter what I try to do. Which is a subhuman feeling. I don't know if I articulated it in a way you can understand, but that's how it feels to me. I been dealing with the same shyt my whole life, throughout every level. At this point I'm just tired.
fukked up thing is this isn't even the worst part of my life lol Not even top 2.
Stop caping my nikka and I'm not answering the stupid coli trope of I disagree with you so you're white bullshyt. You care enough look for the answerYou are deflecting and didn't answer the question breh
Dumb braod I know the difference but the point is if I'm black. You can't shame me to switch up how I post FOH and try that on some other cat. I'm not excited you're stupid and mad someone calling it out. I'm calm you calm down
I understand a breh dating white women because he's had bad experiences with black women. I can understand if you grew up in a white neighborhood and it's slim pickings for black girls. I also understand if you're a square and all the black girls wanted thugs or guys with swag so you went with white girls who were more accepting of you.
But as I mature and get older and wiser with age, I'm realizing it's a self hate thing. At first I didn't understand it and would say to myself "self hate? Wtf? I don't hate myself cuz I wanna fukk a white bytch"... But let's be honest brehs.... There's no way you picking this
Over this
I don't wanna hear shyt. If you had the ultimate decision to have one over the other... I don't care how team pawg you is... You choosing the black girl every time. Yes, there's black women that can be very difficult and stressful to deal with so I can understand opting out. But that doesn't stop you from still being physically attracted to them. There was a point I tried to convince myself that I don't like black women cuz of all the bullshyt I was dealing with in my personal life, but at the end of the day I was still 100% mostly attracted to them. As a black man don't sit here and tell me you rather take JWoww over Melyssa Ford, stop it
