I never said black people ruined my genetics. They did significantly and negatively impact my life.
It sucks not to be accepted AT ALL by one side of your ancestry. Denying that part of me and filling that hurt with hatred. Helped me get through it.
It warped my mind , and I became a racist person. but I'd rather be racist than be someone who is sad all the time because I have to deny a part myself. because those that represent that part won't accept me.
I won't even try to deny what you went through, and making you who you are, BUT why don't you ever consider the fact that you are from a poor, uneducated city, and this may have effected your experiences?. It's like you claim you went through this all over the west coast, and therefore can speak for other asians, but this isn't the case. Of course you will feel racism in a place where the resources are rare, and it's about survival of the fittest.
If Stockton is a place that doesn't value education, chances are they will not value you for being different from them as they don't value having knowledge of the world, and the more complex things around them. Why can't you understand this?.
Stockton ranks dead last in literacy | Recordnet.com
Stockton ranks dead last in literacy
STOCKTON - You might be the only person reading this story. Or anything else, for that matter.
For the second year in a row, Stockton ranks last in a study of literacy in the nation's largest 70 cities.
The report, America's Most Literate Cities, considers not whether residents can read, but whether they do. It examined newspaper circulation, library and Internet use, educational attainment and the number of periodicals published in cities that have populations of at least 250,000.
Seattle ranks first overall. El Paso, Texas, finished second to last in the study, published this week by Central Connecticut State University.
Stockton ranks lower than 60th in all but one measure, Internet resources. Based on its number of library connections, public and commercial access points and percent of adults who have read a newspaper or ordered a book online, Stockton ranks No. 45.
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"According to the statistics, 54.2 percent of Stockton Unified high school students dropped out from 2003-04 through 2006-07, the last year for which statistics are available. In 2006-07 alone, 15.3 percent of the district's high school students dropped out."
"The state statistics were released nine months after three of the four Stockton Unified comprehensive high schools - Edison, Franklin and Stagg - were labeled "dropout factories" in an analysis by a researcher at Johns Hopkins University. That report, assessing numbers through 2006, said fewer than 50 percent of freshmen at those schools made it to their senior year at the same school."