I don't know what to say, But I'll try.
If you have a two year degree, you could transfer to another school and focus on a major. Since you said you are good in English and math, try majoring in one of those fields. Math degree would make more money, but English and communications is fine to. Even if you don't use your college degree, it would at least give you some confidence in yourself. Only 16 percent of black men have 4 year degrees.
Try getting a part time job. Some financial independence can be a confidence booster as well. A small job is still a job.
Wish you luck man. Rooting for you.
Appreciate the support, thanks.