Has drugs ever fukked u up permanently (long read)

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I've known several weed heads who've smoked for years then they have that one anxiety attack that fukks up their weed experience for good. Looks like you had yours. It would be your best bet to stay away from any mind altering substances, even alcohol as that has been proven to worsen anxiety.

I do drink
But always in moderation
I usually have 3 or 4 double shots, half hour apart
I get nice but try not to get drunk
I don't like the feeling of not being clear minded and in control
I never felt anxiety from liquor tho
 
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I had the exact same experience that you did when I smoked a gravity bong. This was when I was a junior in High School. I felt like the world completely different. In fact, I felt I was in a dream that didn't end.

I was at a friend's house and after we smoked, we watched re-runs of "Married with Children". I remember that everything looked like it was running at 10 FPS, and I couldn't understand what was being said on TV.

A few of my other friend's stopped by and picked me up. They were racers at the time, and they drove very fast. I was so sensitive to the motion of the car, I felt like I was in a nightmare. I almost cried and begged for them to slow down.

They dropped me off at home, and I just went straight to my room. I took two weeks off of school.

It took me about 6 months to fully recover from that incident. I have smoked weed about 4 times since that incident, and It has never felt pleasurable at all. It's always this weird feeling.

ON 23andme, there is a discussion about this. More than a few people have had similar experiences, and we all have this gene that makes us hypersensitive to some drug called waffarin.

I would check out 23andMe, you may have this gene. If you do, I would stay away from weed. It's something that all these weed advocates should consider. Marijuana is a potent drug especially to those who are sensitive to it like me.

BTW

I remember being much more astute at math homework after this phase. I suspect my brain was damaged by this event, and perhaps I was young enough for my brain to compensate for this damage by rewiring my brain.
 

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The reason why people have issues with herb, most of the time, is because they smoke too much, and don't have enough food in their system, specifically carbohydrates. Herb effects your blood sugar, so if you get potent herb or smoke a lot, you need to have enough carbohydrates in your system to process the herb in your brain because the herb is causing your brain to be highly active. Alcohol, effects blood sugar also, but it doesn't stimulate your brain, it slows it down, which is why alcohol doesn't cause these type of problems, it causes other types of problems such as making you uninhibited, and poor judgment due to not having a highly active brain to think things out thoroughly. Carbohydrates are need so your liver can process the alcohol and get rid of it out the body as it is a toxin to the body in large amounts.
 

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Wow props to everyone in here for the learning experience. I smoke almost daily and hope that I never run into this problem. I hope u beat that problem u having homey.


My personal belief on the whole thing is that you should never put your body in a position to be fully under the influence of any type of drug (weed, alch, even prescipts) especially if you are a rookie. Basically use the weed don't let it use u...take baby steps. I think your body was overwhelmed and didn't know how to process wtf was going on. Most nikkas smoke 2 much anyway, 2 hits is all you really need if you have quality bud. I love weed, but at the same time being 2 high is a horrible feeling. I usually smoke a lil pinch before going to social gatherings or out in general and it helps with my confidence and social skills all together. Balance is the key my nikka, being in your own world but still having shyt together enough to hold a conversation and operate on a normal level is a beautiful thing. Being high to the point where you are literally feeling like you in your own world is horrible and lord knows what that could do to your mental. I wish u the best tho my nig, go see a doctor and let us know so that it might prevent 1 of us from having a bad trip.
 

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I dont think weed can f*ck someone up permanently. I think the OP already had anxiety and the weed brought up to life. It awoke it within u, but u probably woulda experienced it at somepoint anyways.

Ive had anxiety my whole life and its deeply rooted in my family history. My sister never had it until she smoked weed and got a little too high. She had this throw up feeling that has haunted her ever since. She couldnt even finish her senior year, she had to be home schooled.

The weed didnt give her the anxiety, it was rooted in her like it was in me. Her intense fears of throwing up and panic attacks keeps her on heavy doses of meds. She doesnt work, all because these doctors have her convinced that this is a disorder and she cannot function without the meds.

She doesnt exactly function well with the meds and its a damn shame i cant get through to her that with some confidence she can overcome her fears.

My advice to everybody here is to avoid meds if you can. They change your personality, cloud your judgement, take away from your creativity, make you too carefree, and a number of other things. Just be confident and believe in yourselves
 

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Yall dumb fukks don't know how to handle your drug usage. You ate 4 fukking brownies? the fukk were you fukking thinking? When you eat weed it is processed through your liver and creates a completely different more psychedelic form of THC. Welcome to psychedelics. You had a bad trip, now stop being a p*ssy and man the fukk up.

Alcohol takes away anxiety because it is a GABA receptor suppressant. Just like Xanax.
 

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My man Blake Griff is right...although he wasnt very sensitive or sympathetic, the OP was foolish to eat 4 brownies. If you smoke a few hits from a pipe or rip a blunt a few times you'd be fine as long you believe that you'd be fine
 

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As much weed as i smoke. I have never had an expierince even similar to yours. That shyt was probably laced or something. Or maybe they used spoiled ingredients
 

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I'm not anti-drugs
I don't care who does what
I'm not into it
I've only took a couple of pulls of weed 2 or 3 times
Some don't consider weed a drug but that's besides my point

one day someone made weed brownies
I ate 4 pieces
I didn't know I wasn't suppose to eat that much

It was the worst feeling of my life
Probably the worse day as well
It's kinda hard to describe what I went thru

I really felt like I died
I seen myself traveling thru space
I felt like I had to fight myself to come back
And when I did it was worse

I was in a loop
Everything kept repeating itself
The time never changed

I'd wake up
Look in the living room
Go to the bathroom
Throw up
Look in the mirror
And wake up again
And the process repeated countless times

It was like a combination of the movies inception and source code

Eventually the next day came and I felt slightly better
Time was moving again
No more loops
But I felt like it could come at any second
It lead to anxiety attacks
And I ended up missing 2 weeks of work

I didn't feel like I was me for like a month
It was very weird
I felt like I was just going thru the motions
Almost like the movie click
Or just lookin at life thru 3rd person

Fast forward to today
I get that weird feeling once in a blue but it usually doesnt last more than a day
I question everything, I feel like everything is not real
Watching true life crime shows and nat geo type animal shows fukk with me
That was the only thing I used to watch before besides sports
The scariest part is that sometimes I feel like ima wake up and be in that loop again


I NEED THE RECIPE TO THOSE BROWNIES
 

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I'm not anti-drugs
I don't care who does what
I'm not into it
I've only took a couple of pulls of weed 2 or 3 times
Some don't consider weed a drug but that's besides my point

one day someone made weed brownies
I ate 4 pieces
I didn't know I wasn't suppose to eat that much

It was the worst feeling of my life
Probably the worse day as well
It's kinda hard to describe what I went thru

I really felt like I died
I seen myself traveling thru space
I felt like I had to fight myself to come back
And when I did it was worse

I was in a loop
Everything kept repeating itself
The time never changed

I'd wake up
Look in the living room
Go to the bathroom
Throw up
Look in the mirror
And wake up again
And the process repeated countless times

It was like a combination of the movies inception and source code

Eventually the next day came and I felt slightly better
Time was moving again
No more loops
But I felt like it could come at any second
It lead to anxiety attacks
And I ended up missing 2 weeks of work

I didn't feel like I was me for like a month
It was very weird
I felt like I was just going thru the motions
Almost like the movie click
Or just lookin at life thru 3rd person

Fast forward to today
I get that weird feeling once in a blue but it usually doesnt last more than a day
I question everything, I feel like everything is not real
Watching true life crime shows and nat geo type animal shows fukk with me
That was the only thing I used to watch before besides sports
The scariest part is that sometimes I feel like ima wake up and be in that loop again

Thank you for your story. I encourage you to live a life of Islam (Submission to the Creator). It's (Islam) our only success in this life and the hereafter.
 
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As much weed as i smoke. I have never had an expierince even similar to yours. That shyt was probably laced or something. Or maybe they used spoiled ingredients


This type of talk is straight up irresponsible in 21th century.

There is great genetic variability within human gene pool. What apples to you, or what you experience is NOT necessarily what someone else will experience!

I have an extremely different experience to caffeine consumption when compared to most other people. Sure enough, I have a gene that alters my metabolism of the drug. There is nothing I can do. I will always feel a strong reaction to caffeine. This is true of any drug.

The OP should check out 23andme. There is a waffarin drug sensistivity gene that may explain Marijuana sensistivity.


Quotes from the forum:


i have increased warfarin sensitivity and marijuana gives me EXTREME anxiety. i stay away from it and always turn it down when offered, lol...


I am rs806380(G;G) which is less cannibas dependency, but I did have severe reaction, almost paranoia, but rs2494732 is TT. Tried it only a few times, in light of that!

My Warfarin SNPs are:

CYP2C9 *1/*1, VKORC1 -1639/3673 AG Slightly increased warfarin sensitivity. May require decreased warfarin dose.


I have increased warfarin sensitivty (2.5x over normal)
and from the handful of experiences from college days some
40 years ago, blacked out on two occasions - just no visual
at all, and felt generally weak and shaky. Couldn't understand
what the "draw" was for others.

Increased Warfarin sensitivity and cannot smoke pot. I wanted to, I tried to. But the misery it brought me was definitely not what others were experiencing. This was in the 70's with the mild stuff.
 

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what you are describing is the reaction alot of people have to weed when they smoke... and get really high for the first time... brownies are the most potent way to get high so that might be why the effects lasted so long... but the whole "loop" thing ive heard before... you shouldnt be too worried about it.

chances are you have some sort of mental disorder... but your right 1/4 of people do and if youre intelligent the odds are even greater...

Im inclined to believe that the brownies triggered a form of depression/mania... and if it went away after only a month you shouldnt be too worried about it... but id avoid smoking again just because your brain will associate it with the same trigger.
 

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i aint read the op. I saw how u were writing and i can already tell youre a fakkit, Im pissed you didnt OD u son of a bytch, take composition 101 fukk boy. :birdman:
 
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