Has drugs ever fukked u up permanently (long read)

[JAY?]

I'm not anti-drugs
I don't care who does what
I'm not into it
I've only took a couple of pulls of weed 2 or 3 times
Some don't consider weed a drug but that's besides my point

one day someone made weed brownies
I ate 4 pieces
I didn't know I wasn't suppose to eat that much

It was the worst feeling of my life
Probably the worse day as well
It's kinda hard to describe what I went thru

I really felt like I died
I seen myself traveling thru space
I felt like I had to fight myself to come back
And when I did it was worse

I was in a loop
Everything kept repeating itself
The time never changed

I'd wake up
Look in the living room
Go to the bathroom
Throw up
Look in the mirror
And wake up again
And the process repeated countless times

It was like a combination of the movies inception and source code

Eventually the next day came and I felt slightly better
Time was moving again
No more loops
But I felt like it could come at any second
It lead to anxiety attacks
And I ended up missing 2 weeks of work

I didn't feel like I was me for like a month
It was very weird
I felt like I was just going thru the motions
Almost like the movie click
Or just lookin at life thru 3rd person

Fast forward to today
I get that weird feeling once in a blue but it usually doesnt last more than a day
I question everything, I feel like everything is not real
Watching true life crime shows and nat geo type animal shows fukk with me
That was the only thing I used to watch before besides sports
The scariest part is that sometimes I feel like ima wake up and be in that loop again

 

[Dirty_Jerz]

no offense but do you have any history of taking over the counter drugs and or have medical conditions that existed before this?

and are you fully aware if this was just cannibus or was it mixed with other ingrediants?

 

[whatthatthangsmelllike]

That exact thing happen to me that's why I don't smoke anymore

 

[JAY?]

no offense but do you have any history of taking over the counter drugs and or have medical conditions that existed before this?

and are you fully aware if this was just cannibus or was it mixed with other ingrediants?

No offense taken
Never took anything harder than Tylenol at the prescribed rate
I don't even like taking that tbh
No medical conditions that I know of

It was straight weed
Everybody else enjoyed it
I was the only 1 who reacted that way
Ironically everybody was envious
That bugs me out

 

[Dirty_Jerz]

No offense taken
Never took anything harder than Tylenol at the prescribed rate
I don't even like taking that tbh
No medical conditions that I know of

It was straight weed
Everybody else enjoyed it
I was the only 1 who reacted that way
Ironically everybody was envious
That bugs me out

pretty interesting topic to me and usually overlooked by most

i havent ever met anybody who had bad side effects after smoking unless they either had psycological issues/health problems or had something in their systems drug related or alcohol


been around a few people who have thrown up after smoking but it was because they ate something bad or they could only handle so much smoke without a break


not to try to attack you or anything like that but it might be possible that you just couldnt handle so much so fast since the amount of herbs it takes to even make brownies right is alot more than average and from my knowledge the high you get off eating it can be alot more potent



edit: i also brung up other over the counter drugs because alot of them eat away at your stomachs lining that protects itself from its own acid....pretty sure that could have a significant effect on ingesting cannibus directly

 

[Pool_Shark]

Don't trip out you'll be fine.

You ate waaaaayyyyy too much weed for a beginner. If they were homemade who knows how potent whoever made them made them. Your body also takes edibles different than when you smoke it.

You should stick to smoking for now and avoid edibles if you wanna keeping messing with bud. If you don't then your good. If your saying it's that bad though you should probably go see a doctor cause they'll be able to help you more than people on the internet.

I've had times where I ate too much and would stay high for a week. Then I'd feel off for the next couple of days. I just slept a lot and ate salads and vegetables to get me back to normal. Like I said though if you feel like your really that messed go see a doctor.

 

[-InFeRnO-]

that spaced out shyt used to happen to me when i blazed.. shyt was the worst

hasn't happened in forever though

 

[Jx2]

i havent ever met anybody who had bad side effects after smoking unless they either had psycological issues/health problems or had something in their systems drug related or alcohol

Same. Had a buddy that was living in my dorm freshmen year of college who used to smoke with me and another roommate who went MIA from the beginning of December right before we went on break until about mid- March. His roommates saw him maybe twice because he made the decision to live at home 10 minutes away, wouldn't tell them why. Then I ran into him on campus, had to chase him down because he was going out of his way to avoid eye contact and asked him what the deal was. He said he had smoked some bad weed that fukked him up and he hadn't felt right since. We found out later that he had right after that been diagnosed as a manic depressive with mild psychosis, which more than explained his seemingly erratic behavior.
If there are unchecked mental conditions, weed more often than not amplifies the effects of them

 

[Mr. Negative]

yeah, this has happened to me, too. Smoking with out the gravity bong with the white boys... thought they had killed me. lol

that's how I learned the difference in being high and TOO high.

being coherent, having a buzz and being called a p*ssy cause you passing it up = good.

going from thinking you're having a heart attack, being stuck repeating a moment like you're on peyote, blacking out, thinking you're already dead and your body is moving on auto = BAD.

 

[Dirty_Jerz]

Same. Had a buddy that was living in my dorm freshmen year of college who used to smoke with me and another roommate who went MIA from the beginning of December right before we went on break until about mid- March. His roommates saw him maybe twice because he made the decision to live at home 10 minutes away, wouldn't tell them why. Then I ran into him on campus, had to chase him down because he was going out of his way to avoid eye contact and asked him what the deal was. He said he had smoked some bad weed that fukked him up and he hadn't felt right since. We found out later that he had right after that been diagnosed as a manic depressive with mild psychosis, which more than explained his seemingly erratic behavior.
If there are unchecked mental conditions, weed more often than not amplifies the effects of them

wow

he probably was thinking somebody trying to kill him though in all seriousness

but here is a vid to explain a little more on some of the effects of cannibus on your brain @jay


[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oeF6rFN9org"]Your Brain on Drugs: Marijuana - YouTube[/ame]

 

[JAY?]

wow

he probably was thinking somebody trying to kill him though in all seriousness

but here is a vid to explain a little more on some of the effects of cannibus on your brain @jay


Your Brain on Drugs: Marijuana - YouTube

Thanks
And as with mental disorders
I always felt a lil off mentally
I wanted to see a shrink a couple of times
Never did tho

I'm 1 of the smarter people I know
And I always thought u can't be smart without being crazy
And by definition everybody in the world has a few types of mental disorders

 

[Pool_Shark]

I'm 1 of the smarter people I know

Sorry had to do it

 

[DerrtySouthpaw]

op sounds like you a rookie in the game. you gotta take it slow and easy or else you gon start seeing spaceships on bankhead off the the rip.

 

[88m3]

You're talking about pot?

 

[bigesco]

I'm not anti-drugs
I don't care who does what
I'm not into it
I've only took a couple of pulls of weed 2 or 3 times
Some don't consider weed a drug but that's besides my point

one day someone made weed brownies
I ate 4 pieces
I didn't know I wasn't suppose to eat that much

It was the worst feeling of my life
Probably the worse day as well
It's kinda hard to describe what I went thru

I really felt like I died
I seen myself traveling thru space
I felt like I had to fight myself to come back
And when I did it was worse

I was in a loop
Everything kept repeating itself
The time never changed

I'd wake up
Look in the living room
Go to the bathroom
Throw up
Look in the mirror
And wake up again
And the process repeated countless times

It was like a combination of the movies inception and source code

Eventually the next day came and I felt slightly better
Time was moving again
No more loops
But I felt like it could come at any second
It lead to anxiety attacks
And I ended up missing 2 weeks of work

I didn't feel like I was me for like a month
It was very weird
I felt like I was just going thru the motions
Almost like the movie click
Or just lookin at life thru 3rd person

Fast forward to today
I get that weird feeling once in a blue but it usually doesnt last more than a day
I question everything, I feel like everything is not real
Watching true life crime shows and nat geo type animal shows fukk with me
That was the only thing I used to watch before besides sports
The scariest part is that sometimes I feel like ima wake up and be in that loop again

Puzzy azz bytch