my dad was a heroin addict, 'nam vet and i've got horror stories. that's why i used to get so offended when people called me a CAC on here or anywhere, irl or online. when i was 7 i saw my father rip my 2nd stepmother's foot off. no duck. i've seen my dad push off and smack women. literally piss on women. led me down a path of self hatred to the point that i was doing the same type of stuff to a degree...destroying my community
. i've sold white girls in any sense of the word. i'm not hood but i am by no means soft. i am a real comic because i've seen damn near every tragedy. i HAVE to laugh.
in fact...i'ma tell it real quick.
my house was getting foreclosed on while my moms was going to dialysis 3 times a week. i had a moderately successful band (paid the bills and got me drunk) and i quit that to go home and help out. i gave up my lifestyle. no one asked me to do it. i did it because that's who i am. in the midst of all this, my mom came to me one day and asked if i had money for bread. you don't hear me, tho. she asked for bread. something that cost 2 dollars. the cheapest thing you can buy! this was 2-3 years ago. sough, i started working for a friend of mine and since i wasn't a user, the money was easy. i started baggin up the bytch that night. i also didn't have a record so i was a driver for a lot of jobs. ain't nothing else to say about that one. been in some situations too but i know how to talk to cops and real talk i'm not into the shyt, but i know some handshakes.
i saw a family member molest a baby on the daily for weeks and there was nothing i could do because it was a babysitter scenario where no one cared. i've caught beatings just because a man was going through withdraw. i've held lights in low budget porno flicks. had my ass beat for 'being a fakkit'. i've literally turned women out. seen a nikka fukked up in the game just because they aren't following commandments. i've cooked. i've seen pregnant women caught in the the crossfire and lost they life over turf. all of this and more...and not even in the hood. i can only imagine that. haven't even touched on my many shortcomings as a man. i'll take you to church! the world is and always will be a dark place