Tbh, my ex Leah is the hardest thing for me to talk about, cause to do that I have to own up to things that were foolish and stupid of me, especially considering what I had seen and been through up until that point. I was stupid because there were a lot of signs, alot of warnings, alot of things happened involving here. I should have known, in fact like I said in the last part i suspected already, but I didn't want to admit it, I ignored incident after incident and spent two years in a relationship with this girl just cause I loved her. Till this day I have told nobody about the full scale of things that happened concerning her because im embarrassed by the fact I stayed with her after most of these things. She was the first person I told absolutely everything too, and she didn't flinch or doubt for a second. I've had Christians and Muslims I know react shocked and taken aback but it was nothing to her, that alone should have confirmed to me this was a world she was used to.
Anyway we had been talking for a while, and it was just before we decided to officially be in a relationship I rembreme her Mum walking into the store one day on her own. Same gay colleague served her but I remember her watching me hard the whole time. She never spoke to me tho, just watched me. I didn't even know of that meant anything but I was creeped out by it at the time and it sticks with me vividly. We started dating and it was pretty early on into the relationship I started telling her about the stuff that happens to me, I've said before I can't ever talk to people about this unless I feel a urgent or a push to or I'm just extremely comfortable with talking to them, the later of which never happened except with her. Nothing fazed her, there was no shock or horror she just listened intently and said she believed ever word I was telling her, and it was almost from the very next day stuff started happening. She llwas doing a master's degree and had her accomadation in an expensive area in central London, paid for by the UN because of her Dad, UN were also covering the cost of her master's degree too. It was at her accomadation I ignored the very first obvious signs of something not being right about her, things her room was decorated with. On her desk she had a decent sized Buddah statue, I knew of Buddah statues, as I've said before they are a magnet for demonic presences and activities and Buddah heads and statues are a common feature in the house of the modern witch, the very well educated, very presentable extremely attractive women who from appreances you will never suspect are involved in witchcraft. Like I said at this time I had already had the though of what if the the girl sent to me previously was a decoy and this girl here, Leah was the real witch I had had a feeling for months was gonna walking into my shop and approach me, so the Buddah statue sent another warning siren off in my head when I saw it, but I ignored it, it wasn't the only thing. She had three shelvea on the wall to the right adjacent from the bed, and iyn the top shelf were two framed photos of Owls, again Owls was a warning sign, an occult favourite as anyone who has heard of Bohemian grove would know, Drake loves Owls too on a side note. On the shelf below that was a sleeve for a vinyl record wierdly just hanging there, can't remember what the record was, some old thing I had never heard of, I don't even believe there was an actual vinyl record in the sleeve but on the front of the sleeve on full display as it was hanging there on the middle shelf was a big hexagram. Again I ignored that, all this stuff was constantly in her room as I was there so I ignored it every time I was there and I ended up spending alot of time there. Basically lived with her at a point, I had a toothbrush there, she wanted me to stay round everyday, If I went back home after two days she would starting asking me to stay round again. She asked me to leave clothes at hers so I had alot if clothes at her place, she do my laundry. Another thing I ignored were the set of coloured candels she had in her bathroom. Anyone who knows of witchcraft knows of coloured candels, the different colour candels are used in different types of spells. Alarms bells ringing the first time I see all this stuff but again I'd just ignore it, despite all I knew and had been through, despite the most weird thing about all of this which was, whenever something like this would occur, I would see something or something would happen that would get a warning, a voice going off in my head warning me about her she would instantly know. The minute I'd hear a voice in my head, the second I got a thought about her and how she could very well possibly be a witch she would instantly ask what I was thinking. A couple times she asked, 'does it seem like I'm a witch?' and she'd have that nervous smile on her face whenever she asked. Whenever I had a thought about her and the spiritual she seemed to know exactly what I was thinking the second it crossed my mind and I didn't even have to be in the same room as her, I didn't even have to be anywhere near her. There were a couple times she rang me out of nowhere, alluding to spiritual things that had JUST happened to me or a thought I had JUST had concerning the spiritual, like she knew, already knew in detail what had happened or she knew in detail the thought I had just had despite me being miles away. I ignored all those signs on demonic consultation and more. As I talk about this I will get into these incidents in detail.
Another incident that stuck with me, a small insignia coincidence I'm sure it would seem to all you reading this but again I don't believe in coincidence, and the way these words send a shot of electricity through my whole body left off another alarm bell. I went out with her to some bar in London and we met my boy Mark there, we all jamming talking and he brings up the fact that my whatsapp pic was a pic of her, she had changed my profile photo to a photo of her, and he said as soon as I saw that photo I thought damn she must be a witch to get him to do that. A jolt of electricity went through my whole body as soon as those words left his mouth, it felt like yet another warning, he didn't know what he was saying but God was speaking through him again warning me, but I ignored it again. It was then that the first incidents started to happen. It started to happen on a regular basis, at least once or twice every two week, that we'd be in her room talking and all of a sudden the tap in the bathroom would turn on. We'd hear it straight away because it wouldn't be slightly in, the tap would be turned all the way on suddenly with water gushing out fast. When it first began it happened every other day, and after the second or third time I told her this is because of all my experiences I've told you about. I also suspected a demonic presence was also being facilitated by her Buddah statue and the vinyl sleeve with the huge hexagram on the front but I never actually said that. And it was after that started happenin that she began to tell me about things. Spiritual experiences of her own. She told me how she visited a clairvoyant a couple times, not too often but a couple times over the last few years because of her mother, her mum had been visiting this particular clairvoyant for years, since before she was born on a regular basis and her mum and then also encouraged her to start seeing her so she had gone to this clairvoyant a couple times. She told me of the first visit where the clairvoyant had told her that she was 'favoured' by the spirts and they wanted to use her, to speak through her. It was not long after this she said that the brother or a girl she went to school with died, she wasn't really good friends with this girl but she started to get voices in her head urgaing her about a message she should deliver to this girl. It bugged her so much she ended up telling the girl at like a house party and the girl burst into tears at the accuracy of what she said, she had told her things that apparently only the brother who had passed away could have known, but it was these voices in her head that had told her to say that. I was excited when she told me this, I stared going full detail into my experiences and warned her of the nature of demons and everything I knew, warned her against clairvoyants. At that point I was now convinced I had met this girl for a reason, just like I had met many others before and since. I assumed that reason was she was at a crossroads, demons attempting to deceive and work their way into her life and I had come at the right time to warn her and preach Jesus Christ. That belief led to me ignoring more and more signs further on that she wasnt as innocent and naive as this scenario suggested, it played to my ego and made me believe I was here to save her and warn her so she doesn't end up down a dark path unknowingly rather than acknowledge all the signs that actually she was already walking down this path and I shouldn't trust her. Looking back now I'm not sure too whether my experiences and our talks were leading her to think about turning away from these things and that's why she told me, there are other things I'm about to get into that leads me to believe she was considering repenting at one stage. However maybe she threw me a bone by telling me about the clairvoyant experiences and voices telling her to deliver messages to people, I was being bothered in mind and spirit about her, alarm bells were constantly ringing and voices in my spirit telling me not to trust her, maybe she knew and hence had to give me something to frame the narrative in a way where I wouldn't just cut her off and run away from her, I knew the warnings and the feelings and although I didn't want to leave her I knew there was some spiritual implications to how I was feeling, so maybe she played the innocent angle. Still many things happened that should have exposed her' 'innocent angle' as a work but again I ignored all these things