Okay I'm back, the boss was making me work and shyt, fukk is wrong with that cac.. Anyways
My girl is not a hoe, I don't know where some of you got that but it's not the case. The most hoish shyt she did was have 3 one night stands and shes had 2 fukk buddies one male, one female and I'm not triping off that. Shes been in relationships most of her adult life.
We talked, I told her I thought it was foul for her to keep this from me and that this was the type of shyt that lead to infidelity. She assured me that she'd leave me way before she cheated just like she left her riley freeman looking ex girlfriend, I believe that. I asked if she was bored with me sexually and she said she was getting there, which is why she suggested we have a quickie in a park(see random thoughts thread) She was planning on easing me into freak town instead of just telling me she wanted more out of me sexually, so my feelings and ego wouldn't be hurt; my feeling are okay but my ego
"I just want you to go places you haven't before and see if you like it"
We're going to meet up at the pleasure chest after I get off. I must admit, everything has sunk in and I've accepted her freak nastiness and I'm ready to prove that I'm just as freaky as her, I'll be damned if we break up and people ask me why and I say she was too freaky, fukk that. We're about to buy crazy shyt in this sex shop and I'm gonna go ham on her tonight.
by the way, she has an iq of 126, she's swagy, attractive and upwardly mobile. I'd have no problem with her being the mother of my children, so she's into some shyt I've never done
I was tripping at first but now I realize it's not that bad.
Someone asked if she'd been molested... When she was 12 she woke up and her older cousin had his dikk in her mouth but I don't think that has anything to do with her super freakiness.
me:Tells stoy
coworker: nikka are you crazy, I have to beg my girl for blowjobs... If you don't do that shyt I will fight you and I mean that shyt. *walks off*
lol at this nikka having a straight face and the eye of the tiger when he said that shyt. I really believe that he'll fight me...